chocolate theory

yeah, today's topic is most delicous, especially for the sweet toothed person...
chocolate is a good stress relief agent for the human. enormous amount of people in the world agrees with it. countless people write about it, talked on their experience on it etc.. also, proven by science. it worked for me too. as far as i can remember this month is one of the biggest chocolate consuming  month for me. breakups are tough. especially when you are dumped and never saw it coming. for the past weeks i spent lotso lotso ma pocket money on sweet stuff mostly chocolate.... dairy milk chocolate bar, chocolate milk, ice cream, kinder bueno, koko crunch, you name it. consuming that somehow sooth me. the pain & sadness usually struck me when im alone or while im free and do nothing. i think i gained weight for consuming high calorie & sugar content food too much. haha, there goes my plan on reducing weight... well what can i say, we can plan but things may not be in our favour and the reality may differ than the actual planning. i think by far this is one of the toughest moment that i cross. being in housing studio & a break up. perfect concoction for a disaster. a small step can tumble everything down. part 7 design is by far the toughest, the moment that i need a companion the most, to overcome the hardship & need support from someone special. sometimes i wonder if my decision is right. am i too ego? what if im rushing while making decision? its like i dont think it through.... whatever it is i do hope things will not gone worst than this. tomorrow, im going back & hopefully i might find peace. maybe, just maybe.. hope....