Thursday, May 21, 2015

miss my baby

i really really really missed my baby blade.

sorry all sbb xupdate. its because im kinda busy. and aslo sbb pergi trip bercuti.
what?? yeah on a long trip. where? akan diberitahu nanti ye. stray tuned. tengah karang. i want to make it special so all the details must be put in.
so okay enuff on that.

i miss my baby blade. its been like what, 3 month now. 3 bulan beb. dari awal mac. 2/3/15 masa kena haritu.
















hurmmm
bila la boleh dpt balik ni.
baru ni ada org bengkel tu ckp insurans cover 7k je. xckup utk repair semua. kena tmbah dut sndri. bleh apply utk mntk top up lg dr insurans tp makan masa la.. dah brapa lama trsadai sana.
seriously its too long. xlama pun aku pgg blade ni. and i think my skills already gone. probably have to retrain to get the skill back and get used to it. sigh.

benci.

so, till next post people. cheers!~

Friday, May 8, 2015

Le SR family day!!!!!

Assalammualaikum all

yo hows ur holiday?
spt yg aku dah mention pd post sblum ni ttg a very long weekend, cuti 4 hari.
i forgot to tell ya'all bout mua vacation

its SR Family day!

what is SR? what is family day?

ok imma break it down fo ya. SR is for Sulaiman/Rahimah. my tok & pah belah my father
kira ayah * mak & adik beradik my father la. ktorg ni fmaily yg rapat. slalu jumpa. slalu wat gathering.
and sebelum2 ni punya aktiviti yg lasak & separa lasak is dengan diorg ni la. tp tu sebahagian je. this one semua sekali. thats why its called family day.
so this time its in Melaka. dekat dgn Umbai. nama tempat tu LimasTiga. mcm bungalow resort. same concept like saufville resort bungalow kt janda baik. last time pnya family day, tp aku xjoin sbb xde cuti.

so stat hari jumaat. hari cuti. kami cadang nk bertolak lepas subuh but end up lepas subuh. beselah, umah aku ni bkn senang nk kuar rumah. ssh la brtolak lpas subuh. dha lmbat satu hal, xleh skip solat jumaat plak. its gonna be a looooonggg journey to Melaka. expected delays sbb cuti. skrg ni bkn cuti raya, tp public holiday yg biasa. kalo cuti raya, movement trafic mmg keluar KL. soo mmg jamm dr KL ke utara & KL ke selatan. tp sbb cuti biasa jd jamm semua arah. tp plg teruk arah kuar KL tu la.
bertolak dlm 6.40pg, nsib bek dah bfast siap2. so skali je stop utk k toilet kt R&R  then trus masuk guthrie lepas tu msuk elite, brhenti jap kt dengkil. RV ngn sedara2 yg len. kt situ da nmpk bnyk sgt keta. msa tu dlm kul 11 lebih cmtu. mnum2 jap, bila gerak je ha nmpk dah la jamm tu... most of the time mmg slow. lpas tu kuar jln lama nak elak lagi jamm. solat jumaat kt masjid on the way. lepas solat lepak makan nasi goreng pah bekal. selesai mkn pa smua, gerak msuk highway, slow moving. xpa at least gerak gak. last skali smpai la kami ke desitnasi slepas meredah perjalanan selama 11 jam dari kepala batas, pulau pinang ke umbai, melaka.







smart kan. xbnyk sgt gambar sbb fon rosak. bab tu akan diceritakan lepas ni. hehe





sampai je, salin baju trus bom terjun!!!! dah xtahan dah...

so mlm tu mkn kt umbai. ayah yob belanja. yay! melantak mcm orang gila. peeerggh!!

balik tu karok lak


esok pagi bangun2 lpas subuh belum dan ape2 terjun lagi.. naik jap utk mkn, then boooom lagi skali.
kul 9stgh ada game. treasure hunt. mencabar gila bak hang!!!!
salute kpd organiser. kalangan pakcik & kazen gak. mmg terbaik. many2 thanks to abg ajoi, pakcu, pakteh. ayah dak sbg main orgniser xtermasuk dlm mastermind game ni.
group ak dpt tmpt k3. oklah tu. as expected, group ayahyob mng no 1.

lpas habis je game tu, terjun balik... lpas tu mknn sampai. mkn jap. udoh terjun pulok.... yelah... dah pool tu kt situ. tepi tmpt mkn. tepi bilik. di tengah2 banglo tu.. ape lagi kan.... not just me, org lain pn cmtu gak. bkn aku sorg kayh~ lolz
lpas tu dlm kul 2 sume org naik tggl la brape org je. then we decide utk naik la. coz ptg japg ada game water polo.(eh betul ke? bkn polo tu mmg game dlm air kan? ntah la..) time to reserve some energy. org lain tido rasanya. senyap sunyi je. cuma bilik karok je bukak. dehel karok tghari buta? wtver man. aku blaik bilik, mndi, soalt  ngan tido. memula aku berikrar yg aku xkan kering spnjgn berada kt situ, but oh well.. lantak lah~ bdn aku pn da stat gatal2 ngn air klorin & baju mndi yg dok pkai ulang2 dr smlm.

aku bukak mata je dah kul 4 lebih dkt kul 5 dem. polo air. trus salin baju tgk diorg dah stat. nasib team utara belum main lagi. yg tgh main team tgh dgn selatan. then i realised that m starvin. dang! not a good way to be thrown in a game. nasib baik kedai dekat, trus lari ke kedai. igt nk beli keropok. keropk xde. siol. beli kacang ngn sekaya sb roti ada bnyk. lpas tu sggh jap beli kuih nsib la ada roti sarfin goreng roll tu. smpai banglo lucky me the game still not started yet.time to load up the food.



when its mu turn then im ready. oh lupa pulak. seblum tu kalut record game water polo tu. guna fon dgn tgn basah. sjak dari smlm lg mmg sat2 naik atas pgg fon je qeja ngan tgn bsah tu. lpas tu hari game rekod game tu dgn tgn bsah. lepas tu letak dlm poket sluar yg bsah. bila pgg balik. damn. xleh on. fak, fon aku dah masuk air kot asyik dok pegang dgn tgn bsah ngn letak dlm poket sluar mndi yg bsah tu. adusss... habis la aku... but what the hell... terjun dlu utk water polo tu. lpas dah habis baru la kalut balik. tp xpa, sbbg org kata slalunya ada chances utk elok. kna bg kering. sedangkan org yg terjtuh terendam trus pun bleh selamatkn lagi..
nasib baik la aku ader bwk fon lama. so bleh la pkai lepas pkai adapter utk sim sbb fon baru sim kecik. nasib la ak mmg bwk adapter tu dlm wallet sbb org kt celcom centre tu sruh simpan elok2 kalo nak pakai.

jadi mlm tu disebabkan kecewa dgn kebodohan sendiri lpas mkn mghrib tu aku terus tido. jadi xdan la penyampaian hadiah ngn sesi karoke mlm kedua. mlm kedua tu la meriah sikit. sbb mlm pertama tu xmeriah sgt sbb pakcik2 semua ada meeting. xpe lah.. xkisah pun.. dah la ptg & mghrib tu xde air. jdah ape xde air. gila. cmne la diorg design ni. pelik.. ah lantak la.. janji aku tido...

aku bukak mata je dah subuh. mcm biasa lpas subuh turun kt tmpt mkn. lpas mkn aku terjun mandiiii kolam lagi... mandi mcm org gila xigt dunia.. haha.. mcm biasa aku akn kerap naik. sbb skg fon dah xde so aku naik utk mkn je la. siot rs lain mcm xde fon ni. xpelah. nak buat cemana. bnda dah jadi. spa sruh xberhati2. lpas puas mandi, naik. trus bersiap2 & kemas2 nak check out dah.



so ni la one of the memorable SR family day. dah lame xde family day. dlu slalu kot. boleh kata every year. cma xde la game2 yg legend2. biasa2 je. kdg2 game pn xde. cma trip je. tp sjak rmai dah msuk U, lpas tu cuti U ngn cuti skolah xsama bila diorg implement degre masuk september tu trus xprnah ada. sbb cuti xsama. budak skolah cuti lain, budak dip cuti lain, bdak deg cuti lain. pening kepala nak cari cuti. udahnya tu yg xde tu.. last skali buat yg janda baik tu yg aku xde join tu. tu pun gagah gak buat lpas bnyk tahun xbuat sbb mkin rmai dah msuk U.



last skali seblum balik sggh mnum kelapa shake. heh!




Thursday, April 30, 2015

Long holiday baby!

Assalammualaikum dear readers!
as the title said it, cuti panjang.. oh boy im so excited.
i know its only 4 days, but when you are working there are no more long holidays like semester break or cuti sekolah whatsoever. so 4 days is a celebration baby! oh its for labour day and wesak/
when talking about working, is started working on early of august last year and now, april is already ending. which means that i already worked for solid 8 months now. whew. hows time flies. its just felt like i was just starting like a month ago.
so set that aside, for this long holiday im going to go to melaka for family day on my father's side. its been so long since the last family day. from what i remembered it was like 7-8 years ago... there is one family day after that like 2 years ago but i missed because im in university. a lot of family event that i missed during studying period, but no more. im working so imma join it all. hehe
well, im going to finish packing now. well basicly i already started it just to catch a few things. just got back from work. gonna leave penang to melaka before subuh tomorrow. so yhea... its already azan and i should go now..
tata.. see ya...

Sunday, April 19, 2015

mid april update

Assalammualikum all
hello
dah makin malas nmpaknya utk update
beselah aku ni mmg malas. bz lak tu.. mood pn xde jd sbb tu lah xde bnde nak update sgt...
nothing much happening either....
juz nk bgtau yg aku berusaha nk update blog ni so it wont be krik krik krik krik krik....
so see ya.....


Wednesday, April 8, 2015

update

Assalammualaikum all
sorry for the late update
life xde la busy sgt. kinda ok i guess
so far life mcm tu je lah. routine. nothing special
moto masih lg kt bengkel belum buat lagi
xtau bila nak bley siap..
so basicly thas it... nothing more
will be update if there is something interesting to talk to

c ya...

Thursday, March 12, 2015

post accident update

Assalammualaikum all
so utk hari ni nak ceritakan what happen after the incident
so today is thursday 12 mac 2015. 10 days after the incident
i am recovering. tangan kiri dah ok sikit, dah boleh angkat tinggi2, dah boleh angkat lama2. lebam kt lengan pun dah kurang. rib pun da kurg sikit tp sakit masih ada. ssh kalau batuk, bersin atau nak bangun dari posisi baring. kepala pun dah xpening dah. tapi pergelangan tgn kanan ni a bit worsened. makin sakit pulak. dont know why. mybe sbb kurg guna tgn kiri jadi tgn kanan lebih effort tu yg worsened.

moto plak msih ad kt kdai. proses nak claim insurans. prolly take a month an half or so. memula igt lampu & fairing je pecah.. rupanya fork pun bengkok sikit. sikit je xbnyk.. tp kena tukar lah sbb insurans kan, alang2...



so kayh.. thats all for now.

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Peristiwa 2 mac 2015

Assalammualaikum all

todays entry is a bout something that occur on 2nd of march 2015. peristiwa yg takkan aku lupakan sampai bila2

aku terlibat dalam kemalangan. naza blade aku langgar myvi.

it all began on 2nd of march.
monday morning 8.19 am. i was preparing to go to work. it was routine.
sebab hari isinin, aku guna helmet KHI instead of laser fullface sbb helmet fullface ni fov(filed of view) dia a bit narrow, ssh nak tgk belakang, hari isnin jamm pagi2 lain macam, kereta bnyk, motor bnyk. xpkai jaket sbb panas sgt. safety gear lain yang ada pakai glove & boot.

so i made my way, traffic was okay because still in housing area. i usually cruise below 60km/h because its my nature, i dont like speeding. tambah pulak jalan pagi ni bnyk kereta. peak hour la katakan. baru keluar tak smpai 500m ada satu myvi tiba2 melintang buat u turn secara haram. xsempat brek wlpn slow, sbb dah dekat sgt, and boom!!!




blank.


ringing on the ear


blurred vision


dont feel a thing


dont remember a thing


its like blaking out but still standing. half concious.



its like in the movies. when the hero being hit with a bomb. vison dia blur, xdengar apa2 except dengung dlm telinga. org tanya apa2 xrespon tp sedar. blank & confused. ya the situation is liddat.


lepas a minute or two baru ok sikit. but still xigt.
that time i dont recall anything except bits of events and flashes of scenes.
i managed to take photo of the car and my bike and also call my parent.
back then i dont recall what i did and i was like how you get here?.
only later on those memories came back bit by bit.
the only thing that i still cant recall is how i fall and how i get up.





i was sent to the hospital via ambulance
had check up. xray and injection
alhamdulillah no broken bones, no internal bleeding, no joint dislocation no wounds or whatsoever
sakit2 sikit2 mcm tu aje. my head, my left arm, left rib, left shoulder.
 


after finished checkup, went to the traffic police station to lodge a report.
only then i met the lady driver that hit me. because immidietly after the incident she flee the scene, walk to her house like nothing happend, thats what the passerby told us. only the husband later on came. turns out that my parent knew him. nasib baik satu sekolah dgn mak &; org masjid jd abah pun kenal. nasib baik la dia ni baik orgnya. if not i dont know how my parent will react. confirm kena maki kaw2. sebab dah mmg terang2 salah dia pegi u turn kt situ buat apa? jalan besar, sibuk, siap ada double line, waktu peak hour pagi org nak pergi kerja. kalao pkul 10, 11 tu logik gak masa tu kurang kereta. even so, mmg org xkan buat u turn kt situ. mmg jln tu bsar tp bnyk gak kereta wlpn wktu biasa
i cant believe what kind of act is that. so fucking stupid! ridiculous.
aku yg bwk slow ni kena ja. shit betul. nasib baik xcedera teruk. kalu tidak mmg saman dah.

i think she was lucky to flee the scene. if not i think she would die confronting my parent there. bcos she have heart desease and have pacemaker in her heart. i tell you, if she confronted then and there with my parent she wud have heart attack and die... i dont want to make a big fuss of this no matter how much i hate the fact that im the one who kena, while she dont have any kind of injury and its totally her fault, and it is a stupid mistake, because that fact that the husband is a good person, kind and helpful and also a neighbor. kalo ikut hati nak lawan habis habisan nak saman dia smpai kena gantung lesen. sakit hati!!! marah!!! dan paling tak mau berulang kt orang lain. tu yg plg penting.
her action lagi menyakitkan hati. what kind of people, lepas langgar, tinggal kereta, jalan kaki balik rumah like nothing happened, lepas tu xjenguk pun org kt hospital, pergi buat report polis sendiri2, then kt balai baru jumpa. mintak maaf gitu2 je. xde nmpk mcm bersalah pun. if this happen to you how would you feel?
aku nk tggu official apology dari dia. nk tgk dlm smggu dua ni. apa action dia, kalau xde, aku xtau la ape next action aku. mungkin aku g umah dia mntk pampasan. medical fee free sbb hospital kerajaan. tp lpas ni tgk la kalo nak buat another check up. sbb hrtu cuma xray je. mybe nak buat ct scan kepala kalo pening2 ni berterusan. mintak dia tanggung semua la. report dah buat. salah mmg terang2 dah salah dia. bak kate org boleh menang besar. 

i see nowadays a lot of stupid people on the road. in general. tak kira la moto ke, kereta, lori, bas etc.
jenis yg suka speding, potong q, potong kiri, lalu emergency lane, parking merata, buat u turn sukahati, masuk lane xbagi signal, mencelah kiri kanan, dan mcm2 lagi. some action should be taken for this idiots on the road, especially the ones that endangering others mcm kes aku kena ni la. xpasal2.


but the saddest part is my bike. my baby.



duit boleh dicari
masa sebulan lebih tu boleh ditunggu
tapi aku rasa habis lah. mungkin smpai sini je lah kehidupan aku sbg rider
ssh la nak convince dah parent aku sal moto ni. family yg lain pun against bnda ni
honestly aku xtrauma pun, xserik. aku jiwa biker. biker kena kental. jiwa rider sejati yg tinggi.
things like this wont stop me. if you are rider, you will understand.
im recovering. so yeah.
the most important thing is my health. one piece. no broken or cracked bones, all limbs completely intact, no internal bleeding, nothing. just a little bruises and muscle pain.
theres nothing that medicine and time cant heal for this injury



 




Monday, February 23, 2015

hati dan perasaan

Assalammualaikum readers

its been a while since aku post anything bout feelin2 ni.
truth is aku igt dgn ada moto idaman ni boleh occupy mind & rasa seronok & hilangkan void yg ada dlm hati aku lepas org yg aku sayang pergi. actually it dosent.
that my friend is a proof that money cant buy happiness

im feeling very lonely. i miss being in relationship. bgun pagi dpt text, or aku akn text. dpt wish2 gudnite. everyday wake up and have good things to look forward to. nak dgr cerita si dia. suara si dia, gmbar2 & selfie si dia. indah.
and when you had a rough day, there is someone special that you can turn tu luahkan everything and she listened and better cheer you up. i miss that. i need that.
bukan aku xbersyukur dgn apa yg ada, bukan ap yg ada sekeliling aku ni xckup, its just that ini fitrah manusia. need other people which is oppostie gender that cares for you.

as i have told ya'all earlier on my previous posts, my ex left me because she got bored and dosent love me anymore. i tried to move on but i simply cant. i dont want to rush finding other people just to forget her coz its wrong.
aku cuba utk text & kontek girl lain just to pass the time, hlgkan rs rindu ngan ex, hlgkn rs sunyi, tp diorg pun tgglkn aku gak. turn out one of the girl br lpas break up, lpas dpt balak baru terus senyap ngan aku. sakit. pedih. nasib baik belum serius.
yg sorg lg plak xtahulah apa kisahnya slow2 xreply & skrg xreply trus,
apakah dosa aku smpai kena mcm ni rupa. what have i done that i get this kind of treat?
aku xpernah buat org mcm tu kenapa aku kena mcm ni?
semua org perempuan ckp laki ni sama je. jerks. douche. playboy. habis yg aku kena ni mcmana plak?
aku xlabelkan prempuan in general, i only blame the individual

aku bukan xmo cuba lagi. its just that im afraid. im afraid to get hurt, and above all, im a fraid to hurt people. i knew how it felt so i wont do it to anyone. masa aku panjang lagi. aku nak kna keja 3 tahun lg nak langsai hutan moto. at the same time probably will do part time lecturer kt kolej komuniti or giatmara. so aku akn busy in the meantime. then, lpas dah hbis byr moto aku nak smbung bljr. PART 2. ada lg at least 2 tahun. lpas bljr kerja dlm sthun only then get married. jadi aku takut terlalu lama masa yg aku akn ambil end up the girl xboleh tunggu, or dia bosan ngan aku, or aku bosan ngan dia, or who konws what else. anything can happen dlm masa 5 tahun. i have a lot to accomplish dlm jangka masa tu. i need to serve my parent. sbb aku lah harapan diorg. abg aku sjak sjak skolah dah jrg ngan family. smpai blaja kt U lepas tu kerja KL lpas tu kawin. he didnt do much. kakak aku plak nnt kalo dia dah kawin dah tntu xdpt nak spend time coz she must be with her hubby kan. so left to me. i need to be the one they can depend on.

if and only ada girl yg sudi terima aku seadanya & faham situation aku & willing to tolerate with all that mention earlier alangkah bagusnya. tapi kalau perempuan mentaliti dia & parent ni, dia nak kawin cepat, mana bleh tunggu2 lama2. so im guessing the best is cari yg lg muda 3-5 tahun dr aku. tp mana nak cari?
my taste is dia sedap mata dipandang, xsemestinya cantik & hot, good education, & good family background. aku pilih yg ada agama gak la, tp bukan too religious sbb aku pun bukan alim sgt, aku xlayak utk itu, berpakaian sopan, dia mestilah baik & caring. i may be demanding and ask too much, tp xsemestinya all like that. as long as aku suka dia, dia suka aku and it settled. mak ai bab jodoh plak
melalut jauh sgt nih.
yeah aku xkn dpt yg mcm tu msa skrg sbb org yg baik mcm tu tuhan jaga dia for the right people and the right time. kalo ada rezeki dpt mcm tu alhamdulillah la. frankly saying semua ciri2 yg aku nak pada seorg perempuan ada pada ex aku. ciri fizikal, perangai & karekter, education background & family, kerohaniam semua la. its sad. mybe tuhan dah tunjuk that aku xlayak utk org mcm tu. dan skrg mmg aku cuba baiki segala kelemahan yg ada dgn diri aku supaya aku layak dpt that kind of person or even better.

but for now, still nothing. i have nothing. gf xde, org yg aku boleh djkan sbg tmn mesej pun xde.
im not saying im desperate cos desperate people will do anything, im not cheap like that. i have dignity, im not heartless that can hurt people without feeling anything.


sekian saja blog ini. thanks for reading.


Saturday, February 14, 2015

My baby dah habis pantang!!!!!

Assalammualaikum all
this post was meant to be posted last year. well, i got distracted. well here ya'all

so yeaha, its a celebrattion!
moto aku dah habis pantang!!! dah 1st service
technically belum la fully habis sbb baru 820km aada baki 180km utk cecah 1000km, but dah tukar EO so, kira halal la baki 180km tu. so now this bike can go its full capacity



but, for those who knew me, you know what ill do. aku bukan jenis speedfreak. lagi takut laju ade la. jadinya xde la aku nak rembaih smpai full throttle, pederaih smpai 170km/h top speed dia.

aku servis awal ni bkn apa, sbb nak senang free gear. katanya tukar EO yg elok memudahkn free gear. lgpn aku xtau masa memula dia pkai minyak apa, jadi baik aku tuka trus kpd minyak yg berkualiti.

aku pun xde la cadang nk tuka hari tu tp sbb ada geng blade nak dtg ke kepala batas ni nak g kdai moto nak settting moto & survey tayar. alang2 dah mcm rmai yg join aku pun follow je lah. then tu diorg encourage utk servis ksrg, so okaylah. first before diorg smpai, aku tunggu naz sejam lebih. tunggu lg yg len smpai 2 jam lebih. dah la cuaca panas. dahaga. long story shortsemua dah smpai gather kt bigbob cafe lepak jap. laps tu g kdai moto tu.













aku guna silkolene full synthetic, recommend by staff kt AMS motorworks, tmpt yg aku servis tu.
RM60 sebotol(1liter). ptut blade ni pkai dlm 1.5l so sebotol stgh. tgk2 dia pkai smpai habis 2 botol. aik, xbnyk sgt ke? xpelah dia dah siap pun so aku ok jerlah.


now, moto dah servis, dah habis pantang.
where to then?





Sunday, February 8, 2015

mua birthday

Assalammualaikum
hello allz
sorry for the late post

yeah today's entry bout my birthday!
im happy, and kinda sad. because its on monday. erkk....
totally not a good day to have my birthday to land
plus with all the office work and the coming presentation
oh i wish i was in KL now because KL is holiday for hari wilayah
would be cool to have your birthday on a holiday. and tomorrow's thaipusam.
untung KL people have 4 days straight of holiday. lolx

so my family wants to celebrate we went to this new place we wanted to try
its called bigmouth. located in southern sungai petani, in front of parkson




i already forget what i ordered. but its was yummy..
not many pictures as we sat outside. very low light condition
ok  thats all folks.
until then
tarraaaaaa....