krisis identiti & personaliti

salam & hello
mlm ni ngah wat design. tp ngantuk la plak. idea pn xde lg. so break la jap. mane la tau lpas tulis ni jd segar & idea mencurah2 ke...
anway, entry kali ni im just going to talk bout my problem. mcm tajuk tu lah. krisis identiti.
As you all know me, aku bukanlah yg jenis peramah. im introvert. socially awkward. pemalu. kekok apabila berdepan dgn orang yg xdikenali. well actually, im shy at first, but once im comfortable with somebody i do some serious random shits out of nowhere. haha
well the problem im facing is that, its hard for me to get new friends. sbb aku jrg interact dgn org yg xbrpa nak kenal, so kurg la rakan. nk kwn boleh je, but nk rapat ngan org lain tu.
N utk jenis aku, aku ni mmg dari dulu lg bukan jenis clan atau geng. aku mmg boleh masuk mana2 pun dgn sape2 pun la slalunya(merujuk kwn2 yg dah rapat mcm kwn 1 batch kt skolah & kt U). so kalo ak nk lepak tu mmg xpelik la aku leh msuk ngan ramai gak la orang. 1 lg aku ni mmg ssh sgt nk dpt kwn rapat. sjak dlu lg boleh kira je brpa ramai org yg btul2 best friend aku. mmg x ramai. dlm 3 org je. tu pun yg msih in contact, drop to 1.

thats a part. another part is that im a REALLY REALLY shy around girls. sejak kecik lg. so thats why aku jrg sgt interact dgn dak pompuan yg xdak kaitan sgt. bukan sombong, bukan kolot, but im extremely shy. myb sbb tu la aku xde gf kot. lol. ada dlu tu pun sbb mmg bestfren dr sjak skola lg. hehe aku ni pun 1 lg xske ngan gosip tu yg pyh nk rapat sgt ngan pompuan nnt ada trsebar gosip liar yg kta xnak. huhu..

i think i need to improve myself. on this particular matter. well its hard to change yourself that you have known and develop forever. its like my nature. but do i really need to change it? Should i just be myself? bagus ke berubah tu?
my friend once said that "Just be yourself meant in personality, not attitude." i think what he meant is that just take the good characteristic but change the bad ones. yang baik kekalkan, yg kurg baik, improve. for my case, i think i should improve myself, so i could get better PR and will aid me somehow in the future. who knows that i might find my job or even true love unexpectedly along the way, right? for example met the person at toilet in R&R or jus happened to be in the same bus or bumped at the university cafe, etc.. haha mcm drama lak en? tp tu xmustahil.
aku perlu ubah diri aku kepd yg lebih baik. cthnya past relationship did not work mainly its my fault. so utk takmau benda sama berulang i need to change. tabiat yg negatif je la. personaliti yg xbawak mudarat tu xyah la. bukan menjadi org lain but sekadar improving. mcm windows la 95-98-me-xp-vista-7-8. ios 1-3-4-5-6-7. mcm tu la. yg bgus kekalkan yg xbgus tu tgglkan improve. like from haziq to haziq 2.0 or superkamyam. hehehehe... gitu la mksudnye.

mybe gak sbb jenis org yg btol2 leh msuk ngan aku ni agak lain & special. i always dream of what would it be like to have a really close bunch of friends that really share the same passion, interest, way of talking/speaking, enthusiast and energy just like myself. it would be fun as hell. that what i imagined. dpt jumpa org yg btul2 sekepala dgn kita dr semua segi, minat genre muzik yg sama, suka kpd general info, technological facts, main jenis game yg sama, suka tgk cter yg sama etc. kalaulah leh jumpa org yg cmtu. if such people do exist i want to be with them. but then again, my teacher said to me, its hard for you to find people like you, and you cant change the people around you, nor give excuses and blames the environment. its you who have to change and adapt according to the environment. and so, aku try utk adapt dgn enviroment sekeliling. a little bit. xsemua, sbb aku tetap aku. mane leh diubah ubah.
ape pun aku rs aku kena ubah apa yg kurgnya dari segi pembinaan karekter. cthnya my self confidence yg a bit low when it comes to informal interacting with people. kalo nk g present or ckp kt depan aku xde mslah sgt bab tu. pelik kan? terbalik dgn orang lain. most of us have stage fright, agak takut/kekok nk brckp kt depan, tapi mudah bila nk interact informally dgn org lain.



well thats for todays blabbering. nk smbung wat design. or sleep. hope u enjoy urself with this post. lolz =P

updates peeps

Assalammualaikum..
allopz!
sori la lame xupdate. xde masa. cuti midsem smggu tp blik umah kejap je. hari jumaat blik, hr isnin da blik kmpg nk smbut rya haji. lpas tu rabu da blik SI.
kemas umah yg semak sbb lg 2 org nk msuk. clearkan bilik blakang tu.
lpas tu bncg sal competition. aku msuk design competition lanjuran lafarge.
grouping 4 org, aku zul, fawwas & dalya. kena wat housing, pkai design fawwas.
aku initiate ubah design sket2 utk ikut brief sbb fawwas bz ngan competition lain.
skg ni ngah wat design lak. sok nk kena present.
aku cter sikit2 je.. detail2 kemudian bila aku ada masa ye
till then. chowz~

kemahiran hidup: pita

 hai peepz. its been a while since i posted something useful or worth to read kan? kinda bz.
ok for this entry im going to post about tapes. ye, pita. pita2 pelekat yg komersial yg kita selalu pakai. ramai antara kita xtahu nama2 pita ni.
so im going to tell you all just that.


here he have several tapes. sellotape family, masking tape, the popular all time favourite duct tape, wiring tape, artistic paper tape and the less known ptfe tape.


for sellotapes they have a few types which is

regular celotape
this is the regular celotape. pepople just call it celotape. good for almost anything and any surface.

clear tape
same thing as sellotape except that it is much clearer like plastic or glass. however this tape's adhesive is a little weaker than regular celotape. thats the down side. the bright side is when you stick something, let say a compsition made from butter paper and tracing paper and you wanted to photocopy it, it minimises the visibility of the tape to the product.

packaging tape
same thing as sellotape but much stronger. used to sealed box and pacakaging. once in contact with the box surface, it cannot be pulled. it will rip of the surface.

masking tape - ada org ckp ni tape kertas
this little guy is often used in art or working purposes. unlike the celotape, once applied on paper, it can be peeled off  in gentle manner. the best thing that you dont need knife or scissor to cut it. just rip it. art student used it to stick their drawing on the drawing boards, table, presentation boards, or stick bill or notices on the wall. for archy students, masking tape is widely used in almost every aspect, such as repairing broken spectacles, fix chairs, covering ripped jeans, fixing flip flops, joining to pencil/or pen or eraser to each other and so much more. almost everything. haha. archy student can relate.

duct tape
well for this popular guy almost everybody knows it. i dont think i need to elaborate more on this. as they say if it cannot be fixed by duct tape, its is either unfixable or did not use adequate duct tape

wiring tape
this tape is one convenient material. as it names it's use is to wrapped, hold together and protect wiring connection. the beauty of this tape is that it is flexbile. it can flex, stretch to the user preferances and according to the object profile. also can be rip without using sharp objects.

paper tape
this tape is for art purpose. usually used to make papier-mâché as a substitute for paper. just dip those in a water and place on the mould with adhesieve side on the mould and let it dry. easy. no need messy pva glue and messy hand. once dry it is hard and take the shape of the mould just like standard papier-mâché. cool huh?

ptfe tape
its a tape for piping. used it on joints to avoid leakage. its not that adhesive but its waterproof. like wiring tape, can be flex and stretched, can be rip easily.

you there you have it!

trip penang

ari ahad baru2 ni baru blik dr case study trip ke penang. buat case study hotel. trip sendiri2 bukan official. yg official coming thursday. so drive sndri & byr sndri. ktorg kena cari hotel bukan calang2 pnya. hotel yg ktorg dok ni nama dia copthorne orchid hotel kt tanjung bungah

hari balik, esok nk kene present. ni ngah wat la ni. sambil2. keja group. so alang2 da sampai penang, ahli2 group aku pun sume nak makan so aku pun kepala otak pun nak makan gak la. habis la diet aku 5 hari hrtu. tp xpe. rilek. kte boleh bakar balik lepas tu.

ktorg smpai da lewat so lewat la buat keja. masa buat keja susah r. memula tggu HR. dia la yg bnyk tunjuk2. tu pun xlama kejap je. bnyk halangan buat keja ni. pegawai teknikal xde la ape la, bnyk ruang xleh msuk la... so dpt la basic je. sikit2 je leh la.

security asyik asyik halang nak buat keje je.

mlm ktorg kuar mkn. hua3.

 siput sedut belitong. Hasyir aim natang ni la dr awal lg....

 sotong kangkung

sebahagian ahli studio O.D.S yg hotel kt penang gak.

so balik tu smbung lg kerja2 yg tergantung. mcm biasa msih lg dihalang oleh pihak security. siap ckp nk report ke management sruh hntr surat komplen k UiTM lg. adoi....

ktorg dok 1 mlm je. tp yg hr kedua tu stay smpai ptg buat keja. round2 sekeliling tmpt. naik every floor. tgkp gmabr & try ukur apa2 yg ptut.

lpas tu ktorg round ke bt feringghi jap. jap je. mkn je. lpas tu trus g PISA.

 facade design die mcm membe aku punya stail design. yg ada mcm pattern & dynamic sket tu. mmg trademark membe aku tu, syukran. sjak dr sem 4 lg die pkai. & last sem, semester 8, convention centre dia nmpak agak sebijik mcm ni la....

balik ktorg naik feri.

mlm tu ktorg lepak umah aku tp seblum tu otw ke Kepala Batas singgah mnum petang kt Maklom. cendol dia mak oii.. punya la lemakk!!! sial la.... aku pun xtau kdai ni. murah plak tu mknn dia. ada bnyk mknn. cucur udang, apam balik, pulut udang, karipap, bihun sup, u name it man. semua jenis mknn petang dia ada. heaven lah. nnt aku nk g lah. tp rsnya aku dah lupa jalan dia.. aduiiii~ xpelah nnt carik balik lah...

utk mkn mlm tu mak aku masak. weeeee....

mlm tu diorg tgk game arsenal. ak tdo. penat tol. lol
esok pagi mak aku masak nasi lemakkk... uyeeeahh

heheheee... best dpt bwk kengkawan dtg umah, tmbah2 yg jauh tu.
seblum ni first time yg dtg umah aku qayyum, N & mizi.
ok peeps. bnyk kerja nak buat ni. chow~



p/s:baru gua tawu yg pntgnye kena tau & hafal jalan. kalo xde acu, mungkin talian persahabatan akan putus.