Archifest AKAD 2014

Ni la dia ArchiFEST AKAD 2014 yg berlansung pada 26 & 27 april 2014

basicly ni lah archifest. Archifest yg xbrpe best. smua sbb junior yg bermasalah.
well, im not going to talk a lot bout that..
alas, its still a job done.
but a million thanks not only the organisers of core studio and helpers of part 1 and a few loyal part 2, but a few org2 kuat Archy Army. many of them tolong organiser dgn bnyk dlm menjayakan event ni.
i totally respect them. yg sikit2 yg sgt ringan tulang, bersemangat nih. yeaha, you know who you are... i salute you. if you all need any help in a way that i can aid you, i promise you i will.

best gak sbb ramai kengkawan ANTARA dtg.. bukan senang nk jmpa diorg ni. datang dr jauh. balik ahad mlm dgn nak keje isnin pg tu kot. trimass bnyk2 sbb dtg akiday & lawat kami yg kt sini.
juga xlupa kpd super senior yg turut dtg memeriahkan majlis...

untill then~

yeaah

my rant. takde ape2 penting pun...

Assalammualaikum
da lame ak x post psal hati & perasaan kan? well, here goes~

its been more than a year since my breakup. i am improving to get over her. nevertheless its really hard to trully get over her. honestly deep deed down there is a tiny bit inside of me that i lounged for her.
she is my first. for me she was perfect. too bad it could not work out. sigh

as i told you before. i am madly deeply in love with her. i couldnt stop thinking bout her. i did want to get back together again and amend my mistakes but she dont want me anymore. also that we sometimes still do contact each other and ask how we all been doing, but thats just it. because we value our friendship so much. we used to be best friend. taknak la hubungan tu terkubur mcm tu saja.
due to failure of trying to get her off my mind, i just accept that i still love her. that is better than trying to convince myself that i dont. denying is worst actually. no matter how i tried.
to really move on you must find someone or so they said but i dont want to be hurt again, and i dont want to hurt anybody. yeah that is what i hold on to now.

i dont want just a rebound love, which mean that find somebody to forget somebody. it might looked like a decent decision but in long term? because that is the thing. i think that i am rebound love. i was friendzoned. then she breakup with her ex, after a few months i ask her to be with her and she said yes.
because during that time, our emotion cloud our judgement. after breakup is the most vulnerable phase for anybody. for me, jodoh tak ke mana. cepat or lambat. it will come when the time is right. meanwhile for the time being i did have the chances to know more about girls. probably my lack of knowledge about them makes my relationship did not last.

i must be patience and hope for the best. also i feel that being in relationship but did not have proper plan in marriage in shortcoming is somehow problematic. thing is girl goal is to get married when in relationship. as for me, i have to accomplish and to get many more things in life. for example, after this i will graduate and worked for a bit before continuing my 2nd professional part II degree. i want to buy superbike. i want to travel backpacking with friends. i want to serve my family. there are lots of thing did i want to do. if i marry then those thing i cannot do because i have resposibilities to my wife, and somehow to the family of my wife. so im better of single to achieved those things i mention before. im better alone. unless there are somebody who are willing to wait that long. i doubt that. im talking about 5-7 years. thats hell of a long time. who would wait that long without any proper bind kan? any female would feel insecure as time goes by. normal. anything can happen that time. if and only if, she can wait, its me who afraid that i will meet somebody else, although it will unlikely happen because when i love, i love hard, to the max. but then again, we didnt know what lies before us. the best is to avoid it. after i settle down only then im thinking about marriage. ill find someone along the way. have faith, in shaa Allah.

my life now is ok. i can cope with life. this is my final semester.(hopefully in shaa Allah). i dunno lah what to say about single life. its too lonely, but i can hell of a money. not that im a big spend thrift on gift or food to my ex, but the need to top up is high. RM10 can easily be consumed within 5-6 days. now RM10 sometimes can last for 2 weeks. tapi tu lah. sunyi. lonely. im a lonely guy fromt the start sbb its a long distance realtionshipl. so what we do only see each other during semester break and midsem. other than that its always texting, calling & fb chat. usually texting. back then it was sudden because i have nobody else to caontact. its always been with her as i said before, we were best friends. but i can live with that now. also, i can contact with more friends due to im quite free wihout the obligation to text special ones. yerp. that is the pro and cons of being single. hurmmm....


well thats quite a rambling. haha... thanks fo reading my nonesensical rant, fellas. u guys rocks.
to congratulate you here's a love shaped potato

sewaktu cuti midsem

Assalammualaikum
cuti da nak abes woo.. dem, ak xwat ape pun. as usual, buang masa je. ops, i did it again~
waktu cuti midsem yg baru ni most of the time aku stay putrajaya, umah aunty, di mana kt situ gak nenek aku ade. dr selasa sampai ahad. lama tu. kt putrajaya pun xde ape sgt kan. aku mula igt nak mati boring dah aku kt sane. sek bek la ad intrnet. memula aku igt nak bwk pc dah, tp pikir2 blik, xyah la nyusahkan je. instead, ak bwk laptop bapak aku jer. buleh la gak on9. sbb aku xpuas gila on9 kt fon. tmbah lak fon aku ni gelong sikit. lol
g sane lame sbb mak aku nk jage nenek. jadinya bukan la brjalan sbnrnye. ada tugasan. tp aku xde la tugasan ape2. jadinya ak dok je la umah mse awal2 tu. luckily kazen yg dok situ baik2, sporting & funky, so diorg bwk g mkn2, jln2... best siot.. plg best bwk g dinner last skali mkn mknn chinese muslim yg sgt sedap tahap legendary & naik basikal pusing putrajaya. lama gila ak xcycle sakit pungkoq & tangan. penat tu jgn cerita la +/-13km kot... gila lahh..
mse kt sane jumpa la anak buah, baby hannah. hik3...

thats all folks~

midsem start~

Assalammualaikum people. how ya doin? hope u all r in the best condition.
as for me alhamdulillah im doin ok. ok health. ok state of mind. ok assigments. only things this time that im so lazy and procrastinate too much. well we all do but i mean that im very, lazy, and procrastinating, all the time. unlike before. yeah that what u get when u hv no design after all. beseides that, im kinda feel like other course student. have awful lot of free time. yheaa...
so in this short break of course i went back penang. funny thing is that almost every weekend im not in SI. balik kampung, went to putrajaya, balik penang etc. and i go to the extend of went back as early as thursday morning and came back on monday evening. crazy right? and this holiday i went back on thursday morning and planning to go back on monday evening on 21st. so total 12 days im gone. yeah that is crazy. its not me at all., usually on midsemester break  a week of holiday i only spend 4-6 days at home only. i went back on saturday or sunday and on thursday or friday already in SI. sometimes on wednesday.. haha. this is new for me. never did it before. never spend and fully utilise the holiday. always go back early to finish up design.
hehe.. ok.. thats all for now.... later guys~

How I Met Your Mother

Assalammualaikum & good day people.
for this entry im going to write about my favourite, the longest series of sitcom that i ever follow.
im going to tell you, there will be spoilers! so walk a way now, if you havent watch it and planing to watch it.

okay im about to comment about the ending.
its pure dissapointment. i mean how cruel is that you killed tracy? ok before that, i must tell you, i f you dont agree with me fine, but everybody entitled to their own taste, opinion & expectation right?

ok first we see ted. he is patient, loyal, sweet, visionary nice guy. he waited 9 years to get the perfect match of what he wanted for a wife. the characteristc tick all the checklist. She is nice, hot, sweet, plays bass, and loves almost everything what ted is that is a good planer, long term vision, full trivia & info, read good books, funny in his own nerdy way. yeah. When the series showed a glimpse of thier dating scene which i see is sweet and perfect.

its just so sad that when ted finally met with his soulmate, after a while and she died. its so unfair. very unfair. that is some twisted and cruel as fuck!!!!! yeah some people did say this ending is not typical ending, its not necessarily a happy ever after ending like disney and its a fact that life is like that, its not perfect and all. i'd give you that. it really do. but its just makes me so sad. dosent meant to be not typical ending you should put death in it. looked at robin and barney, the got divorced. robin did not found anyone. just concentrate on his career and became lonely. that is a bit of sadness and unhappy ending. barney had a child which he take care by himself. that also one point for plot twist, considering that he never wanted a kid. and he's single too.

i havent watched the alternate ending yet as it had been taken down from youtube and search everywhere but to no avail. my version of ending is that they lived happily ever after. let robin with her miserable lonelyness that she decide it for herself when she choses her job instead of barney. and the reason ted tell the tale of how he and their mother met to thier kids luke and penny is that he wanted them to know and fetch their mother tracy somewhere and make a surprise pre  small anniversary ceremony and drove them all over new york remenising thier time during thier dating period.
yeah. thats what i like it to be and i will believe that in my mind. for me that is what happened. i just dont accept the official ending. nu-uh. nope. never.
the rason that im so dissapointed is that i can relate myself with ted. not like most of his love live and live events, but his character. he is an architect, im architect to be(archy student), i love some trivia and good info, im kinda good at packing, long term vision, always preps for the worst case scenario, having backup plans, realistic, im kinda nerdy, drive under speed limit, follow every rules at all times, trying hard to be kind and have good courtesy, im average looking and most of the things i do, will be objected by my friends, im single, i have been into first and only relationship but end up being dumped, and i still have strong feelings for her... kinda creepy right? the similarities. haha.... maybe now you know whats cooking, whats its all about... its messed up right?

well you all can say anything you want but this is my opinion and im going to stick it. if you dont like it, so there is nothing you can do! so buzz off!!!!!