Interview

Assalammualaikum all
so for today nak bagitahu psl aku dapat IV kt satu firm arkitek kt Ipoh.

tarikh Iv tu semalam ( khamis 3.30pm)
dapat whatsapp hari rabu kul 11 pagi.
Masa mula2 dpt tu mmg excited gak r.
sbb berpuluh2 resume hantar, dgn apply kt jobstreet lagi, hampeh satu respon pun tak ada.
Dpt whatsapp tu masa kt ofis. syok sekejap, lepastu terus kalut. Sbb tak prepare apa2 lagi. Dah la kat ipoh. Dah la aku pun takleh track company tu aku apply bila dan dari mana. Jobstreet or direct.
Jenuh belek balik emel & jobstreet. kt jobstreet tak tahu cmna nak cari balik history yg mana dah apply. kt emel plak tak jumpa. lepastu cari kt fb kot2 dapat dari situ. Rupanya ada.
Nk kena tahu tu sbb aku bnyk kali update resume & application post tu.. mula2 gaji tinggi, makin lama makin rendha. mula2 graduate architect, lepastu any post vacant je. Haha...
Nak kena recall bnda2 tu semua, penting sbb nak tahu nnt kalau dia tnya psl gaji ka apa ka..
Lagipun nak kena check balik company tu sapa, nak kena tahu la serba sikit ttg company tu.
Last skali jumpa la semua.

Psl resume and company tu satu hal. Portfolio tak siap lagi ni. Tu yg kalut sket tu. Nak kena print. Mana nak cari tempat yg print murah dan boleh cepat siap. Mula2 nak pegi Linggo kt Prai, tapi last2 buat kt kepala batas je, sbb nak balik amek softcopy kt rumah, nak patah balik ke prai tu makan masa, minyak lg, jem lg. Nasib baik la harga sama dgn linggo. 118 oage mostly half colour. Rm111. Oklah.. kaler rm1 per page. B/W 50sen per page.

Cuak jugak masa nak prepare semua tu. Dgn dok fikir cemana nak jwb interview ni. Sbb tak pernah lg interview kerja. Masa dulu2 interview nak masuk belajar je masa degree lama dulu dgn master baru2 ni. Satu lagi belum pernah di interview oleh chinese.

Interview hari khamis pukul 3.30 ptg
Aku g ngn parent aku diorg nak ikut. Bertolak kul 11suku, sggh mkn kt k kgsar, smpai ipoh dlm kul 2.stgh. smpai kt area rumah kedai ofis tu dlm kul 2.40. kul 3 aku dah tercegat kt tangga ( ofis tgkt 1 rumah kedai). Aku baru nak tekan bell, tetiba ada sorg minah ni turun. Nampak gaya mcm interview jugak. Bila tanya dia betul la dia interview jugak. katanya kejap je dlm 15 min je. Cuma tgk portfolio n sembang2 biasa. Lega la jugak aku. Lepas dia chow aku naik. tak dan seminit duduk trus pggl masuk bilik bos utk di interview.

Aku masuk dgn cuaknya. Lepas casual greeting & brief intro, dia mntk nak tgk portfolio aku. So aku pun tunjuk la portfolio aku. Satu2 aku selak tapi briefly sekali lalu je go through psl projek aku. Dari urban design sem 1 smpai la habis design thesis sem 4. in full english. Lepas dlm 8-9 min mcmtu, hbis tunjuk portfolio Master aku. Then aku tunjuk pulak portfolio degree & work experience. (yg tu aku buat masa nak masuk master) yg part belajar tak tunjuk pun, trus skip waktu kerja. Aku tunjuk dan explain jobscope, dan compilation of works yg aku dah buat. Aku cerita la yg aku dah merasa baut semua jenis kerja dari schematic design, to presentation drawing, to working drawing, detail drawing, submission drawing, tender drawing, construction drawing, documentations, porject management, meeting minutes, site meetings, technical meetings, liason with authorities, engineer, contractor, etc. Selama aku kerja 2 tahun as assistant architect. Masa tu mmg aku kaw2 jual diri aku pasal aku tahu bnyk ttg project & contract management, siap sebut lg lecturer pun admt yg aku ada pengetahuan yg advance dlm topic tu. haha.
Lepas tu dia present pulak portfolio ofis dia, dlm 3 mins ttg apa yg dia buat. Kalau ikut, design dia cantik2, canggih, jenis client yg ada duit. banding dgn hasil kerja aku, mmg jauh sekali la. Bnda sekadar ada je.

Then dia tanya psl boleh ke kerja sini sbb dia tnya aku dok mana, ak ckp penang. Pstu aku ckp la aku boleh je. dia tnya single ke. aku ckp y a single. Aku ckp ipoh ni bukan la tmpt yg asing sgt sbb aku buat PART 1 kat Seri Iskandar. Design thesis pun site kat batu gajah. AKu pun masih single, masih lg blum ada planning yg tetap utk career & life aku. So kalau aku dpt kerja dgn dia boleh la aku settle down kat ipoh dan teruskan kehidupan kt situ. Sbb dia ada ckp staff dia kebanyakannya dah lama, dan dia taknak la org dtg kerja dgn dia kejap2, je lepastu chow.

Pstu dia tnya psl gaji. Aku pun masa tu trus terang dgn dia ckp yg aku apply for any post vacant, so depends on post la. Dia kata aku layak PART 2 Architect la. So aku pun terus terang just cakap yg gaji tak kisah, 2.5k pun aku terima asalkan berbaloi dgn workload. (aku sebenarnya desperate, sbb sebelum ni aku letak salary expected 2.7k pun takde respon. mmg rendah gila babi punya.) Aku tanya dia psl work culture ofis dia cmna. Dia ckp jrg la kena stay OT. selalunay dia bagi je balik on time asalkan kerja siap.
Then dia kata dia xleh bg jawapan dlu sbb dia kata tahun depan baru boleh bagi jawapan sbb dia tgh tggu ada projek besar dia nak dapat. Projek tu on, baru dia boleh hire new staff. Dia kata latest is before Chinese New Year.
So dengan itu, tamatlah interview aku dgn dia. Aku pun balik la.

Kesimpulan dari interview ni aku pun tak tahu la nak kata if it was a success or not, apa chances aku. Kalau ikut portfolio, mmg design aku out, siap dia point out 3d aku xrender. (pc aku rosak mas tu sbbtu tak render, just save jpg, pastu photoshop je overlay layer2 lain2). Tapi bonus point aku psl aku tahu seri iskandar & batu gajah. katanya projek besar dia kt area2 situ. Psl skill aku, mcm english & contract management aku tak tahu la org lain mcmana. Sbb aku english pun terabur jugak. COntract management tu kalau sapa2 handle projek, kerja lama, tahu la. Dan aku tak tahu pun dia nak ke org with such skill? sbb dia pun tak tanya sgt psl bnda tu masa interview, so dia takda la evaluate aku or tahu skill aku tu tahap mana. hmmmm
Aku pun berbelah bahagi sebenarnya. Ipoh ni jauh. kalau taping tu okay la lagi. Xdpt pun takpa. Tapi tak tahu pulak bila la aku nak dapat kerja lain. ada ke? So dapat pun oakay, tak dapat pun okay. Mcm takdela mengharap sgt kan. so, pray for the best.

haha Tebal portfolio aku weyh, 118 page smua. Aku malas buat baru. Guna balik format dan segala isi design report. Cuma tambah2 kerja2 semester yg lain je.

Ok lah kawan2 untill then. tata

There is nothing to be ratify about ICERD

Assalammualaikum and hello people

For this entry i will be writing about the hot and sensitive issue of ICERD.
Usually i dont really wanted to talk much about politics, but i cannot just sit back and watch as this issue also will be effecting my people and religion in this country.
Because this issue is not about just politics but it will effect us as a whole nation, the constitution, our way of life, how we do things etc.
I know the PM already said that the government will not ratify it. But im going to write it nonetheless because i have written it halfway when the announcement came.
Also this kind of things have been lingering on my mind for so long, now that i have the reason. motivation and time to write it all.

First and foremost, as simple terms, ICERD bands any kind of discriminations in terms of race and religion, and everybody is considered equal. No more bumi rights, no more  islam is the official religion of this country, no more special provisions to certain people whatsoever.

ok about this this convention to be rectified i n Malaysia. Is it necessary?
Im going to break it down. Its gonna be a damn long post, but im just being myself, i need to discuss everything, not letting even one point go, so my argument covers everything and solid, so there is less possibility to be counter off. even if it is, its fine as long as i cover everything and the point that will be countered i have already touched, not being miss in this article.
So please, do me a favour, read it all. especially you who want to comment and disscuss against my opinion.

First we looked at history. Before 1400s. Melaka. was established in 1400s. Its true that most of malays are from indonesia, but mind you that this whole archipelago or Nusantara, basicly a region where it is common for people to travel and  it is like one big country. Where the poeple share the same traits, characteristic, languange, culture, etc. We are Malay or melayu. Even before that, There are still malays in the malay peninsula. remember Kedah Tua? There are a lot of people in the region, its just that mostly its a small2 kampung, not a big civilisation like Melaka. And then the village thrive and expand, they start ot have govenrnance or authority over the people and region. Most of this is small. and later will form under one big power such as Melaka Empire. Its kinda normal people travelling around the region. Its like one big country.

Its true that before this, the religion was Hindu and some Buddha. But it does not meant that there are indians there. The local merely adopt the religion that is brought to them by the merchants, travellers and preachers that most probably indians, and some the indochinese people (vietnamese, thais). And also some of the influence of the civilisation such as champa, chih tu, and siam. Same like indonesia, they merely adopts the religion and culutre, but their ethnicity is malay indonesian, not indian.

Its true that there are chinese who are merchants and travellers traded and open up thier bussiness here, and a lot of them decide to reside here, mostly in Melaka. Some in Penang. But that number is small and almost insignificant.

Okay now began to pre independence. The chinese and indians are brought here by the British to work on the plantations and mines. Still there are some came here on their own to trade, open up bussiness or just to find better life, thats mostly chinese.

Then during the near independence, the chinese and indians were to give free citizenship, but the malay protested against it. Imagine people so far away being brought here, and after some time is given citizenship. Some of them dont even speak the local language and never mingle with the locals. Also some of them cause trouble with them, like gangster and thugs. Then to settle the malay's unsatisfaction, (the local that had been there generations ago), a solution have been negotiated. The Social Contract. the chinese and indians can get free citizenship but they must admit, that malays & bumi's have special rights, sultan, and Islam is the official religion of nation. So you have to respect it. It is because of the agreement, that makes where you stand now. Because if not, you wont be here.

Its true that the chinese and indians help the nation into achieving the independence, its a joint action of a lot of people and the unity of all races that makes it possible. But you have to remember, the malays have been fighting the colonial power since the Melaka period. thats more that 400 years. The portuguese, dutch, english, japanese, then english again. Most of other races contribution in fighting for the country only began the second english colonialisation. Do you realised how many bloodshed and suffering the malays had to endure while fighting for 400 years?! 4 centuries! While the indians and chinese only fought about less than half a century.

Now we see the facts of current situation.
The Malays got the special treatment for a lot of things especially in government based policies such as education ( university quota, Elite school such as SPB, MRSM), post in public sector etc. That special is merely a quota, which will make the bumiputera more preferred compared to other races if the qualifications meet, even if there are higher qualifcation of other races.

Note that i write Bumiputera, not malays. When talking about bumiputera, what comes to mind is always malay. A lot of people overlooked the fact that not only malay are bumis. All the orang asli and the many natives of Sabah Sarawak are bumiputera. These people are the one that really needed help. But because the malay is the majority and more prominence in the industry, it is common that every time bumiputera is mention, malay comes to the mind.

Now lets look at some data, of the all 3 main races in Malaysia, to see the average income of each races, is the first one is chinese, then indian and followed closely by malays. Looking at the data and statistic, the chinese is rich with a lot  of gap between the second tier, indian, and followed closely by the malays. Note that this is only malay, if to combine with all the indigenous people and east malaysia ethnics, the figure will be much lower. It is natural for the poor will be help by the government, and in this case its Bumiputera.

Look the the reality, what kind of oppression that these people had, if they manage to have more income and wealth than the Malays? How can oppressed people become filthy rich? Nonsense right? As we malaysian know, the chinese conquers the industry (private sector) and have economic power as citizens. They run bussiness without anybody interfering. Factories, plantations, shops, retailers, import and exports, construction, you name it. And yet these people still unsatisfied and wants more. If anything, i think its indian who have it worse. They had no special right as bumis and to get in private sector, its really difficult because the chinese conquers it, and of course they will pick chinese first. Well, still better because usually they rather pick indians compared to malays. Just because you are rich and you pay a lot of tax, doesnt mean you own the country and everything you wanted will be given to you. I know its frustrating that you pay a lot of tax, yet you did not get the return, but all of it goes to the Malays. As i said before its natural for the government to tax the rich and use the tax money on the poor. And of course it goes to mostly malays and bumis because mostly they are poor and needed help. I know that you mean for the government to help the poor regardless of races. The governemnt did. It just that the bumi's have it a little bit  more. Why, refer Social Contract. You should be grateful you are even here. Thats good enough.

If you  (chinese and indian) wanted equal rights, what part that you think you are worth or have the right to have it? Because you are a citizen of malaysia? Because you pay a lot of tax? Because you help a little in independence? Because you help to develop malaysia to what it is now? That may be yes, but, what about your participation into being a malaysian? How about bahasa? are you fluent in it? i know its hard to learn and master language and i have the utter most respect to you multilingual people, jealous in fact. cause i have study english all my life and cannot seem to master it, and speak fluently. But alas, to be Malaysian, the national language is a must. It also shows your effort and sincerity to being a Malaysian. Some of the chinese so bad in bahasa malaysia, they can barely speak it. Bad is one thing, refusing to speak it is another thing. You want equal right, but you dont even want to speak the language. Awful & arrogance is understatement! How about you ditch the SJKC and SJKT? can you do it? i bet you cant and you wont. I know our identity as a race is important to us. All of us be it chinese, indian or malay, because that is who we are, our root, our culture, our history, our identity, our origin. If you want equal rights, then mandarin and tamil will be no longer recognise as a language in malaysia. The national language will be bahasa malaysia and english only. If you want equal right, then in any job discription, "prefer mandarin speaking" is a big NO. cause its a form of racial discrimination. Of course anybody can learn the langugage, but being the chinese who is the mother tongue is mandarin, then the chinese will surely have the upper hand. It doesnt matter if your job needs to communicate with the chinese people, when the equal right is implemented, there should be no need of other languages other than bahasa and english. Becasue it is not recognised. There will be no more billboards and signboard or any kind of advertisement with mandarin or tamil. Must use malay or english only. same goes with ATM. No more preference mandarin and tamil language. No news in tamil or mandarin. No newspaper in tamil or mandarin. No radio channel in tamil or mandarin. To eradicate racism and driscrimination, can you all guarantee there is not even a small discrimination or sentiment in every aspect of our life? Like hiring for a job?
Just because there are no official data and concrete proof that the chinese is in fact also racist.for example, the chinere prefers to hiring thier own people rather than malay, and sometimes the chinese have higher pay for the same job and qualification, and have more privilages. Just becasue there are no hard evidence so you are saying that chinese are not racist? This kind of act is really disgusting. You claim the government is racsit beacsue of the quata, but we cannot charge you racist just becasue there is no hard evidence, but the fact that you still do it is ironic and hypocritical.

You said that chinese are hardworking. yes i really admit that. You guys really do it with constant vigilant maximum effort, persevere to rise to the top on your own, without any tongkat unlike the malay. Most chinese also top scorer in school and university.
But the painful reality is, most of the student just study hard and like to memorise. When it comes to problem solving, most of them are laking. But with your hardworkingness, perseverence you manage to pull it off regardless. Unlike the malay, result may not be distinction or flying colours, but still able to do problem solving just fine. Not too noob. Grades are important, but knowledge and skill is crucial. Thats why most are satisfied with average marks. Generally speaking.
But i aware of why it happened. The chinese need to get as much A's as possible because thats their ticket to university. Limited one. For malay, a few A's and o fails is good enough to enter Uni, because of the bumi right. But dont get mad at the system, get mad at the people who abuse the system and do not utilise it well.

To be a malaysian, to eradicate racism, is impossible. Since the beginning, and untill the end, there will be always, chinese with chinese, indian with indian, and malay will be with malay. If want unity, we have to demolish our identity like indonesia and thailand. Negara bangsa. Everyone is the same. like i mention before. no chinese or indian name. No sjkc or sjkt. One school system. you people cant practice your culture and religion freely. Must be practiced in private, not public. No ceremony can be open like now. Can you?
And plus, our sekolah agama and tahfiz is still on, because its religion based, not race based. Becasue if want one school system, i bet you dont want have anything to do with religious right? we recite our doa in assembly pun you all melompat! Mind you, that Islam is the official religion of the country and can never be changed! We have been here so long, and you people even agreed on it long ago. Bumiputer right is one thing, you may condemn,saying it is unfair, that i can understand. But when you want a secular country, that is too much! Clearly crossing the line and testing our patience! When you want to demolish the royal and monarch is also melampau!

I admit that the malay is the problem.. People call us lazy, good for nothing, samseng kampung, mat rempit etc. I know the fact that the majority of prison, correctional facilities, pusat serenti, most of the inhabitants is malays. Wasting time and resources. But if you wanted to say that, just look at other things that the malays are majority. Its the malays that joined the military, securing our country from external threat, its the malay that made up majority of the police, taking care of crime and security in the nation, its the malay that joined the fire department that takes care during accidents and natural disastes, its the malay that join pertahanan awam that aid other government agencies during dire situations. Dont you ever forget that!
Military : no quota, very little participation from non bumi
Police : small quota, very little participation from non bumi, did not even reach the quota.

Also, if malays are drug addict, who bring those drug here? the syndicate? the taicoon? who? chinese laa... takkan la malay kot. Of course malays have been helping here and there but the true head is chinese! Remember, nowadays cash is king! Looking at social demographic, economic power and wealth distribution, who do you think the king is? When somehing like this happen, its fault of both. The situation is like bribery. Both are wrong and should be equally punished. Because if there is no offer, then there will be no acceptance. so the root cause and source is cut off. Also, if nobody accepts, then surely nobody will offer.

I know that even with the special right, bumis have so litle progress. The DEB (Dasar Ekonomi Baru) did not meet the target even years later, We may be a bit weak, but we are struggling and going there.
I know the fact that a lot of special things given to the bumis makes them (especailly malays) complacent , feeling secure in comfort zone and did not live up to their potential.
But all and all, refer to social contract and the current situation and reality, it is well deserved.
Again like i said, dont blame the system, blame the person who abuse it.

Its true that the malaysia shaped today is the result of our join effort. The chinese's and indian's contribution in developing malaysia is well known. I admit that without chinese and indian malaysia will probably still mundur dan tak maju macam sekarang. That is a fact. But its just that we have our own ways in the industries. The chinese conquers most of the industry in every sector. There are very few indian architects, but there are many indian engineers, IT based professional, doctors and lawyers. Its just being like that like since forever. A race have tendencies to go for certain profession or industry.
We couldnt survive without each other. When one of the race having a holiday and festive season, the other will support their absence and kept bussiness running so everyone will be happy. Its simple. Its mutual effort. Commensalism.
Just becasue only the bumiputera contractors and consultant that will have government project, but have you ever think of who provide the supplies of materials, workers and labours? Again of course its the non malay. Almost all the suppliers, vendors and sub contractors are chinese. professional trained workers consist of chinese and indians such as heavy machine operators.
Again my friend, commensalism.

Now im going to take you all to look at other nation. First about the indigenous tribe and special provisions. Lets go to Australia. The indigenous people of native Australia, the Aboriginies. We are well known that Australia is a colonialised land by the english, and the native the aborigines is now a minority. Nowadays, the aborigines have special provision. They are given housing, allowances, and almsot everything is provided to them, and guess what they do? Nothing. No job, no education, live in free housing, live up with the allowance, get drunk, sometimes causing troubles.

Are the malays like that? At least we work, get education. Its not like we get monthly allowances, free housing, like the aborigines. We only have something like a priority ticket or voucher, everything else is the same. Almost equal right, paying taxes, permits and everything. And mind you that most of the special things are government based. In the private sector, there is none. in private, everybody is considered equal. In fact sometimes its the other way around. The malay are being discriminised, the non malay is a priority. Thats a fact. And its to be expected. Because malays have it easy on a lot of things, policies that will make sure the survival of the malays. Its natural isnt it? So I think its fair or so to speak.

The chinese and indians like the bumis they all have the same right as citizen. The right to education, same rate of fees in school, and no quota, everybody is welcomed. The right to practice their religion, you can have your shrines and temples built, nobody disturb you. The right to practice believes and cultures, wear any kind of traditional clothes. The right to get treatment in public clinic and hospitals, with rm2 flat. The right to have jobs, you can pick whatever jobs you want be it public or private sector. The right to open up bussiness, any kind of bussiness, you name it, shops, services, plantations, factories, etc. The right to buy houses and land. The right to collect wealth, you can be rich, hell theres a lot of non malay that is rich, in top 20 of richest man in malaysia. There are many things that the indian and chinese beats the malay in many aspect such as education, awards etc. See, you can have all the necessities and right as any Malaysian citizen should have. There is no such thing as opression? And nobody is forcing you to be malay or muslim. Its just that the bumis have a little bit more in terms of special quota to protect them, and they deserve it like i mention before again and again. Also the Official religion of Malaysia is Islam, so of course at some point if any dispute, Islam would have the advantages, as it is natural that the official religion should prevail. You are free to practice but not openly preach. Respect Islam. Is it that hard?

For those of you said that most of the islamic countries that already ratified the convention, including saudi and indonesia. Did you know that saudi is the ass kisser of the western? Also they do not have nothing to fear because non muslim is less than 15%. Indonesia on the other hand, like i said before, they area negara bangsa. Means one nation one race. Everybody is deemed equal because everybody is the same. Only indonesian, no chinese or indian etc.. Its far different from malaysia. You cant lump us amongst them. And forgive me for saying this, but its a fact, knowing the non malay here. its always bagi petis nak peha. Chinese and indians in other country are not like that.

Ok, now, let me give you one situation. If something happen and all the warga asing (indonesia, bangla, nepal, pakistan, myanmar, etc) were to be given free citizenship. Would you kindly and openly accept it? I bet you wont. They bring with them their low class mentality(bad cleanliness, unobedience to the law), deseases, uneducatedness, bad attitudes, and other bad things. Also we suddenly have to provide them with facilities such as school, healthcare etc that will cause billions and the sudden situation to provide it.
If this were to happen can malaysian accept it? Lets say, if you are forced to, dont you think that its fair that the malay, chinese and indians to be given a special priority like the bumiputera rights? I bet you want it right? Even if some of you dont want it, and want equal rights, i bet a lot others want the special rights. Also you probably wont understand because that kind of warga asing wont give you any threats. What if the warga asing controls our economy? Like the chinese during pre independence? Lets say that condition is set and we all agreed on it. Then 50 years later they want the same right as the malay chinese indian. What would you say? what would you think? Would you give them? What about your offspring and descendants? what would they say? Thats is like totally what happen now.

For you indian and chinese i knew what you are feeling. There are a lot of you saying that why i have to bear the consequences for what my forefathers did? They are the one who did it, it have nothing to do with me? You malays are being cruel, unjust, discriminate, racist and double standard bastards! What about the crime of the foreign power that used to invade tanah melayu such as england and japan? Did you still blame them and hold grudges against them? No right? you even travel there. Send student there to study, welcome them here as tourist and trade partners, investor etc. When it comes to our own citizen suddenly this things are not being done. Double standard. Well, to be honest i still dont have the answer. Others might, but for me i dont.
But what i can say is that, you just need to respect the social contract that have been set, thats all. If you are not satisfied, nobody ask you to stay. You can leave. Find better country that suits your demand. I bet there are none that have things that you can get in Malaysia. If there is, then good for you, now go then.

I also urge my fellow Bumiputera, especially the malays to together rise up and improve ourself. Its not the system to blame. People get mad because all the special treatment we get, make us complacent, not living up to true potential and uncompetittiveness. Lets strive and make up with the speciality that is given to us, we deserve it. So nobody can question it. Let us strive for excellencies together. No more jobless, no more mat rempit, mat pit, no more criminals from the malays. No more bribe, no more corruption. When we are good people, achieving greatness, people would not get crazy mad over special treatment because it looked like we deserve it. So dont blame the system, blame the people. But not generally, only the problem ones.

Lastly we have been living fine for 60 years. Why the racial tension now? Do not let 13 may repeats itself. When it does, nobody wins. We all lose. A lot. The future of our country will surely be dark. And to repair that damage physically, emosionally will takes decades. Its just not worth it. eveybody please just calm down. be rational. Take it easy, take step back. sit down. relax. let it all go. Hopefully this will be a good reason for all people to say no to ICERD and respect social contract.

Review Movie : PASKAL

Assalammualaikum semua
hola
so for today aku akan buat review movie paskal
ramai dah tengok kan? kalau belum tgk tu, mohon jgn baca entry ni sbb mmg penuh dgn spoiler.

IMDB rating 9.1. Masa awal2 haritu tak silap dalam 8.8 je.
Pendapat personal aku, aku bagi 11/10 utk filem malaysia.. over the scale. literally.
untuk international standard 7.5/10
Sebab apa bagi rendah sikit untuk international level, sbb ada a few tempat yg boleh diperbaiki, yg belum perfect lagi.

Action dan teknikal tu ok dah, bab2 lain yang akan diberitahu kt bawah ni

Dari segi kelemahan, aku tgk ada a few yg lemah dari segi acting oleh beberapa oragn/pihak/scene.

Kelemahan scene & pelakon
mak arman
Tak tahulah nak cakap. mcm kureng. Rmai pun ckp camtu. Lakonan kurg menjadi. Lepastu pulak nampak mcm berumur sgt. dah macam nenek banding dgn mak. Mcm tak logic. tambah arman tu anak tunggal, bapak dia meninggal dia waktu dia kecik, so patutnya takda la jauh sgt beza umur tu, bukannya dia anak bongsu adik beradik ramai.
pelakon tambahan
lakonan dan dialog yg sedikit kaku dalam beberapa scene, terutama yg dalam pejabat (krisis bungsa lauriel) antara staff ofis dgn panglima dan waktu hostage situation dgn menteri pertahanan tu. Dan lain2  pelakon tambahan mcm waktu security guard dan polis  kt pelabuhan tu.


Plot & Storyline
Bagi aku Plot dia biasa ja. straight forward.  Ada yg ckp slow, kalau compare dgn polis evop 2 katanya action adari awal smpai habis. Pada aku agak la slow, tapi membuatkan dia boleh dilayan oleh semua lapisan masyarakat. Dari budak kecik smpai ke orang tua2. tak ada plot twist atau benda yg kena berfikir deep. Biasa la ada lawak sikit2. mcm aku bagitahu dulu ada satu karekter ni org utara, dia la pak lawak dlm cita tu. Takde la lawak sgt, just sikti2 nak senyum2 or light chuckle okay la. Boleh layan la, takde la joke2 ntah apa2 yg tak patut letak. Filem ni mmg rated umum, so elemen gore pun takda, elemen sensual atau seksi pun tak ada. Mmg superb. tahniah kpd adrian teh merangka cerita yg sebegini punya sempoi sgt kena dgn masyarakat malaysia, sgt muslim friendly.


Action & teknikal
Action dan teknikal ok. Nampak sgt real. macam betul. bahasa dan terminologi yg digunakan. Cara handling weaponry, military strategy, combat styles and procedure, etc. Aku tak tahulah nk ckp cmna, tapi kalau tgk filem2 melayu sebelum ni boleh nampak la kureng sikit. tapi yg mmg betul2 padu. dah macam tgk filem hollywood or tgk The Raid (indonesia). tak ada kemera gegar2 waktu fight scene. Fight scene yg last tu superb. antara hero dgn jahat. sorg team leader paskal sorg lg ex paskal yg jadi jahat. fight tu mmg best. tapi kalau dia buat lama lagi, laagi best. kalau dia boleh buat fight choreography mcm the raid. fuh.. lagi mantap.


Scene tiru.
Ada a few scene yg dia tiru filem Operation Red Sea by Dante Lam (China). Cerita tu pun mmg cerita pasal China Navy special force. Dalam Paskal, scene yg kejar2 bot dan buat korner baring (full broadside) utk tembak sebelum lanun tu terlepas tu mmg tiru sebijik Operation Red Sea. scene yg sama nak kejar lanun yg terlepas dari pelatnar minyak. Tapi ok la, sbb dlm operation red sea scene tu permulaan/pengenalan/pembukaan. dlm cerita paskal tu scene last. scene tu satu je yg tiru. yg lain tak. plot storyline etc. oh dgn device yg boleh tgk tembus dinding tu. tapi tu rasanya semua special force pun ada.


Overall
Personally bagi aku mmg Paskal ni terbaik siot. Filem melayu plg tinggi rating dlm IMDB. ola bola, polis evo 2, pulang semua tu 8 lebih je..
Aku bagi Paskal ni kalau filem melayu punya standard 11/10
utk international standard 7.5/10.

Racial Tension

Assalammualaikum and hola people

Today im gonna write about the hot event thats occuring now. The Temple Raid.
Im not going to talk into details. This will be just a short entry.

Please do not make a fuss over this. Yang tak berkaitan jangan campur. Jangan sebut2, jangan ulas2.
Things ought to be ugly soon as racial tension and hatred is all time high. very volatile.
its like a time bomb waiting to burst.

I will write a another post about it when the time comes. after things subsidied a bit.
in the meantime im currently writing about ICERD. It took too long to write because im writing it very detail, more than 3000 words. Actually its already done but i cant post it, becasue things are hot right now with the temple raid issue going on. Will post it when the time is right. I know the government said it will not ratify it and the issue is done, but its a shame becasue i have already half way writing it when the announcement came. Will post it nonetheless because that kind of things have been on my mind for a long time.

Okay get back to this temple raid issue, its not a racial issue actually, but have been played by certain group of people to incite hatred of this 2 races. Ada dalang jadi batu api.
Also there are always racist and stupid people everywhere, every races. We are better than them. Let them be. We have no affiliation with those people and their agenda. Jangan api2 kan, jgn share tak tentu pasal, jgn nak komen bukan2. The best course of action now is to stay silent. Dont interfere. Let the authorities to their job.


untill then. be safe, stay safe.

cheers~

October and November Update

Assalammualaikum and hola guys.
so how ya all been?
i wont be discussing anything here, like the title said, just an update.

Its been like 3 months since im back home. and about 2 and half month after i graduate.
Im still unemployed. I have sent like 30 resume to companies.
My routine daily includes job hunting and trying to improve my portfolio.
it suck to be pengganggur. I really do hope i get something. First of all i think i need to lower my salary expected. I dont really mind lower salary, but naturally it have to be par with the workload and the daily expenses to the office. if i can go back on time, rarely needs to do OT, rarely have to take work back home, minimum liability, the office is nearby, (Seberang Prai) hell im willing to go low as 2.5k as a graduate architect.(mind you the salary in KL is about 3.3k - 3.6k. in penang about 3k - 3.3k). Im ok with waaayy below market price, as long as it is par with the workload as i mention earlier.
Its hard getting job these days. A lot of my friends they havent land on any job yet.

More over im under extreme pressure these days. I need to get job fast. Now while im unemployed, im broke af. Time is ticking. I need to earn and save some $$ for important days ahead. Im late 20s. My biology clock is ticking. Hers too. We are out of time. I dont like to rush things, but its just that we have no more time to spare.

While im being unemployed, my skill set will surely get rusty too. Everyday im doing design to keep my skill polished, but my forte, about contract, by laws, guidelines, management, cant get any better. Cant go to the office often because it cost so much. Fuel, toll, parking ticket, lunch meal etc...
but whats need to do, is what i have to do, regardless.

Also, its been so long since i last updated about my beloved bike, Naza Blade 250. Hope ya'all still havent forgotten about it yeah. lol. Nothing much to update. For me i just ride it like once a week, line 5-7 mins around my house just to get the engine running and the battery not dead. Currentlly the voltmeter reading is at 11.2v. healthy and optimum reading should be 12. if it drop below 11, let say 10.9 i think the bike wont start. Im too lazy to ride it. because to go where? I havent work yet. and to go somewhere far with the bike i need money. im flat broke, thanks to unemployment. Also there is this cautious and fear about the bike might broke down  during ride. Because i havent really maintain the bike properly. I need to get a job to get some money so i can do the necessary repairs and parts replacement to the bike.

ok i think this is as far as i go today
Thanks for reading. See ya.
Cheers!~

My game

Assalammualaikum
How ya been all
today im just gonna tell ya'all about the games that i play since the beginning of my gaming history(lol) untill now.

Im not really a gamer, but i like to play games. Most of the time, i suck at it. That is why most of these games i play it easy and using cheats. lol.
people often say, whats the point of playing game but using cheat. i dunno, because i wanted to win fast without any hassle or trouble? because i want to release my stress, not increase it? it doesnt matter what, what you cared about. lol.
Other than suck at games and noob, i always have bad luck regarding games. I dont know how to install it ( crack) or the game simply crashes for unknown reason. tried to find solutions on the net, sometimes it make it worse. So i simply stop trying if something happens.


Star Craft
This game introduced by my bro. He got it from my cousin which is older. Only recently like 3-4 years ago i have this game available and download it. Need no installing. Just play. So i play it again from the original star craft to the expansion pack Brood war just learn the stories. The recent one star craft 3 i never able to play it, but i watched in you tube the cut scene the in game story.

Need for Speed 1 and 2
Didnt enjoy much or have many memories with it. It because at the time i was small, like 6-8 years old like that.

Warcraft 2
I dont really remember how i got it, i think i buy it at the game store, without knowing anything except for the cover. Thinking it is maybe like star craft but wtih knight and shit. I learn to play this game before star craft  even this game is newer than star craft. I havent pay much attention to this game's storyline. Wish i could play it back just to learn it all back.

Empire earth (all time favourite)
This game introduced by may cousin. He's younger and good with games.
I still play this game even after all these years. Its nearly 15 years. Its lotsa fun and most of the time i play using the map editor. Its so funny cause i design the map to be so unfair, and still use cheat. hahahaa.... of course the enemy couldnt even beat me even i let the game play and afk for hours. its really a good stress relief. Also i completed all the campaign. Also i play the expansion pack, Empire earth : Art Of Conquest. This is better than the old one. more units.

Counter Strike
This game really gives me a lot of memory with primarily because i play it most often at CC near my house. Usually follow my brother when he came back for holidays. At other time, i save school and use my pocket money to play at the cc near my house with friends or sometimes alone. tried install it, didnt work. Its a shame because i really want to play it. Tried condition and zero and Global Operation. same thing happen.

GTA Vice City
This game i dont play it much. Just fooling around and killing stuff with shitload of cheats. Introduced by my friends in boarding school. Almost very weekend went for outing for an hour of this. lol.

GTA San Andreas (all time favourite)
Same thing like gta vice city. First play this game at the cc beacause at the particular pc that i use theres no gta vice city installed. Only gta san andreas which is very new at that time. Luckily while i was playing there this guy tell me the cheats. Then when my dad bought new pc at home i asked the salesperson to intsall this game. So begin my journey of playing this game. When i got bored fooling around, i started to do the missions. By far this is one of the most time consuming game that i ever play i think. Because i suck, i have stuck on multiple missions. Especially that involve racing, because there is no cheat to beat the mission or cheat that make you automatic kick ass in vehicle handling. Read the tip on the net. sometimes it helps sometimes it doesnt. i remember this one racing mission in countryside. the tip on the internet suggest rancher. tried it but always fail. tried a lot of other car and failed. lastly use lorry jsut for fun and i win. lol. Then in san fiero there this mission that i stuck. One day my cousin nad his family pay me a visit aad i asked him to play it for me. he's a talented gamer. Then im happy doing mission after mission untill at last venturas that i need to learn to fly. Damn i suck at that. stuck at the biplane manuever thing. And that is the longest that i stuck and i alredy lost interest in playing gta. because i cant pass the mission and also sick of just free roam and destroying things. Then i years later, after i was in final year of university, i have a great idea of searching saved games files that is complete. So BOOM! i found it and play the game after all mission have been completed. The map of free roam is unlocked and i can do whatever i want. woohoo.. Only last week i watched in youtube the cutscen on all the mission from the point where i can remember, (becasue when my cousin play it for me i could concentrate on the storyline cutscene and dialogue. Its

Warcraft 3 (all time favourite)
This one i play in 2006-2009. I play it just to play DOTA. In 2006 im having my major exam, PMR, so i didnt install it before the exams. Only plays them at the cc with friends. After taking the exam, i installed it on the house pc and play it. Also played the mission to know the storyline. From reign and chaos to frozen throne. i played it all. Its a shame that the story only continue to the world of warcraft (online game) that is not free. But i still able to know the story through reading on the net and watch youtube videos. But the most fun time i had is play DOTA. DOTA 1 to be exact. back then in 2006 i i first played the map version 6.36b. old, right? Few of the hero that i like to use slayer, tiny,

Prototype
Coolest game because for one you can be super powerful up to the point taht you are OP and imba. No cheats required, lolx. But i do have hard times playing this game. I stuck somewhere at the last 3 mission. Fed up with it just do the free roam destroying stuff. Later download the mission completed save file from the net and play it after the mission ends and everything is unlocked.

Dragon Nest
An online game. There are a few entry that i posted about this game. You can check them out.

Protoype 2
Continuation of prototype 2. This one is a bit easy because there is easy mode, unlike the previous one. This is the first ever game that i complete all the mission, without cheating. it felt soo good! play the game and finish it during my final semester during degree, in 2014. Because like i told you before this, the last semester i have awful lot of free time due to less subject and its not heavy.

Call Of Duty : World At War
Play this game during working period before pursuing master. Played it during weekends. sometimes at night after came back from the office.

Sniper Ghost Warrior
i love this game but didnt play it too much because the game crashes. like i said, i have very bad luck when it comes to game in my pc.

Call Of Duty
Play this game during semester break. Search and download this from the internet because of COD WAW.

Call Of Duty : Advance Warfare
Latest game that i played. Stat main lepas habis haritu. balik penang lepastu pc hantar kedai sbb nak cek problem, diorg installkan game ni, mybe nk run dan tgk sama ada ok atau tak, ada problem ke tak. This game is good. spend quite some time with it. not too long because the storyline is not too long, and i take on the easy mode. So its mostly a walk in a park. But theres few times that i stuck, need to see tutorial and walkthrough. But i manage to complete it all. On easy mode. lol
Its like the end is on cliffhanger. i want more...

So yeah. thats the list of games that i played on the computer. Most of these games are outdated and there are no new games. basicly because almost all the time, my pc cant handle it. Even playing gta back then, it barely run, with not so smooth gameplay. But now is different, my pc is quite the spec. but like i said before im always bad luck with games when it comes to my pc. usually the setting or software problems.
Anyway, there are few other games, like red alert, tiberan sun, madtown madness. serious sam, duke nukem, worm, etc. But thats just so little. Barely call it playing. There are also emulator game like street fighter, virtual fighter, metal slug, and NES games like contra, mario, and PS games like harry potter, digimon, and lot of flash games. but that is for another entry okay?

so what do you think? is there any games that similar to this list that you think i need to check it out?
Do comment below. we share.