hmmm

no matter how good you are, how intelligent you are, how many degree or master or phd you have, how pious you are, how great leadership you acquire, once you open your mouth and talks bad to other people that do not share same view as you, you loose all my respect.

Alhamdulillah

syukur ya Allah kau telah tunjukkan aku hikmah disebalik segala kejadian. kau telah berikan ku kekuatan dengan ujian untuk ku hadapi, kau telah pelihara aku dari zina, kau telah memberikanku petunjuk tika aku hanyut. Alhamdulillah atas rahmat mu, Alhamdulillah atas peringatan mu. kasih & rahmat mu takkan pernah putus untuk hambamu yang sentiasa dalam keadaan fasik tapi mencari keredhaan mu... Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah....

finding strength. getting back on feet.

 people say each passing day you get wiser. yes it does, but sometimes, the old you have answer for future you problems. changes is good but sometimes its worth a quick glance back at your old self and fire the core principles that you set up first, sometimes it scares you that you are away from what your grounds. its time to think back and get back on track. as for me i found this notes on FB that i posted a long time ago.

yeah
this all about it.


Have you ever felt down before? i mean like you hope something so freaking high and suddenly like the whole universe came down crushing on you?
Then you felt like there are nothing left for you in this world. Actually you are wrong.
There are more things in life what is important now. Thousands of things that can be done. God created this awesome place with fantastic people create many things to cheer up and get on with our life.
One people let you down, hundreds others supports you and help you get back on your feet
You may not succed alone. Friends and family are there to support you. If you have none, make one. If you cant, Take note that God, Allah swt. always there for you.
Plenty of things you can do to cheer up your boring life or broken life.


as for me i love;


dance
work out
draw & colour
explore on design
music
sing
guitars
drums
keyboards
shuffle
swimming
surfing the web
on9
reading & writing fics
gadgets
Technologies
war machines
cars
bikes
aircrafts
ships
trucks
amphibian assault vehicle
martial art
military
look myself in the mirror
thinking and imagining things
art
riding
driving
sleeping
listening to musics
islam
travelling
meeting people
architecture
cats
wild animals
cartoons
eat
strategy game
RPG games
PSP
movies



in Shorts, i love to -
expressing myself via anything,
i love anything that i can express my inner self to.


thats me. In psycologist & human behaviour experts says, im the expressionist type. I express how i feel. kinda lunatic way.



if somebody dosent accept me, so what?? i cant just abandoned 'ME' that i known since forever and become somebody else.
life must go on, right? if you feel being treated like a piece of crap, let it be.
you cant change people. but you can change 'YOU'. If you think you need to improve on your weakness & attitude, do it.
If you think it is unnecessary, then dont.
Only you knows yourself better than anyone else. There are probably strong reason why you acting like this and that. You know you must do stuff your way couse you feel like it.
Of course other people say sometimes is a good way of looking you in another perspective, but you cant just satisfies everyone, right?
so, in order for you to overcome the stress you bourden yourself, get in line with the cheerful things in life.
and remember, dont forget your origin & your purpose living here. lastly, dont ever break your own life principles & religion basics rules.


peace allz =>

so

so aku pun dah makan.. mcm yg ape aku ckp tp aku nak makan jauh2 sorg.. td aku ad la g 1 kdai mkn kt tronoh ni.. kdai mkn besa je la. xde org pun.. so aku pun amek kptusan utk mkn kt c2, ak ni mmg jnis yg suka g kt kdai yg xdak org. 1st utk majukan kdai diorg. yg ke2 aku ni xmnt sgt ramai2, nnt bising la lmbt la ape la... xde la sdap pun. da name pun kdai yg xde orang. ah xkisah la, janji tercapai hasrat aku nk mkn kwsan luar dr SI ni.. huhu

chocolate theory

yeah, today's topic is most delicous, especially for the sweet toothed person...
chocolate is a good stress relief agent for the human. enormous amount of people in the world agrees with it. countless people write about it, talked on their experience on it etc.. also, proven by science. it worked for me too. as far as i can remember this month is one of the biggest chocolate consuming  month for me. breakups are tough. especially when you are dumped and never saw it coming. for the past weeks i spent lotso lotso ma pocket money on sweet stuff mostly chocolate.... dairy milk chocolate bar, chocolate milk, ice cream, kinder bueno, koko crunch, you name it. consuming that somehow sooth me. the pain & sadness usually struck me when im alone or while im free and do nothing. i think i gained weight for consuming high calorie & sugar content food too much. haha, there goes my plan on reducing weight... well what can i say, we can plan but things may not be in our favour and the reality may differ than the actual planning. i think by far this is one of the toughest moment that i cross. being in housing studio & a break up. perfect concoction for a disaster. a small step can tumble everything down. part 7 design is by far the toughest, the moment that i need a companion the most, to overcome the hardship & need support from someone special. sometimes i wonder if my decision is right. am i too ego? what if im rushing while making decision? its like i dont think it through.... whatever it is i do hope things will not gone worst than this. tomorrow, im going back & hopefully i might find peace. maybe, just maybe.. hope....

cutiii

Assalammualaikum kawan2..
yeah, alhamdulillah, berjaya gak aku menghadapi detik2 sebelum midsem break.. dpt gak aku complete design requirement utk 2nd crit, attend semua kelas & jalankan tugas utk cart. Eh, lupe lak nk gtaw korg yg skg ni aku berniaga.. bukan niaga la, join venture dlm 1 kumpulan bukak kiosk kt fakulti, jual mknn. ktorg jual snek2 ringan, keropok, jajan, air kotak, air mineral, gula2, mcm tu. ktorg ad 11 org masing2 contribute something utk jual. as for me, ak xjual apa2 just hari2 pergi beli ais 1 guni angkat dari uptown(kafe plg dkt kt fakulti) carry sampai dlm bgunan fakulti kt tmpt cart ktorg. hari2 ak kena bgn awal wlpn xde kelas angkut 1 guni ais yg berat 10kg tu jalan kaki dari kedai uptown sampai cart. then ad la jadual utk jaga cart tu.. hehe enough of that, talk bout that more later. skg ni ak rs lega da msuk cuti midsem. bole la balik umah, mkn sedap2, jmpa family, bermalas-malasan kt rmah, kuar jalan2 utk tenangkn fikiran aku yg ngah serabut & hati yg terluka ni,(chewah! but seriously, frust sgt ni) dan mcm2 lg ak nk buat & plg best adlh nak main game dragon nest.. da brpe hr xdan main.. blik nnt nak men puas2 kt umah.... home sweet home. rumahku syurgaku... tapi cuti ni bukan la nk totally rilek, kerja kena buat gak.. so ak blik lmbt sket mybe sabtu tghri. jumpa pah jap kt sayong(in shaa Allah), then trus ke penang. utk mlm ni ak xde rs nak kemana2 dgn sape2.. just ak nk bersorangan tenangkan hati aku ni... xde tmpt lepak yg best & tenang kt sni melainkan mcd. aku da la tgh boikot ni & kalo boleh mmg nk elak sgt2... xde la tmpt yg tenang.. tmpt2 len sume crowded, ramai, bsing2... ada la secret receipe, tp gampang mahal & tutup awal... hmmm.... mungkin aku akn drive jauh sket cari kdai2 mkn yg bukan area seri iskandar ni.. ad je kdai2 sepanjang jln nk ke ipoh yg nmpak cambest.. bole la try kot... ok, rsnye ini saje la kot utk kali ini.. cuti ni aktif la aku dlm blog ni.. bile tulis kt blog ni rs best sbb release. blog ni plak xla public n crowded cam fb. so xde la ramai sgt yg tau.. certain2 org je yg tau... ok, chow everybody...

budak sekolah bergaduh

Assalammualaikum & hello semua...
lama gak ak menyepi kan? besa la, bz kot...
skrg ni hangpa semua sedia maklum kan psal kes ketua kelas kena pukul tu kan.
skg da kena tgkp pun 3 org tu.
dgr katanya psal budak tu report sorg budak tu bwk henpon g skolah. ape pendapat korg?

pada aku, awat la budak tu p report? kalo betul la dia p report. biar la org nk bwk henpon pun, xkco org, melainkan dia curi henpon. da tau budak2 tu perangai cmna, kn da kena. buat xtaw dah. xyah campur hal2 orang lain wlpun bnda tu salah. org skrg ni jahat & ganas. nnt kita kta kena balik. kali ni mujur la ad bukti video. dah mangkuk2 tu kena tgkp. kalo xdak bukti???? depa terlepas cmtu ja la...

lg 1, kta pun xtau perangai ketua tingkatan tu lagu mana kan? mana tau dia tu mmg kaki report cikgu, kaki bodek, kaki kipas, kaki fitnah, sebar benda2 teruk kan? gaya dia kena pukui tu bertalu talu tu nampak mmg org geram kt dia. kita xbole nk marah satu pihak, sbb kita xtaw cerita sebenaq. mst korg penah ad kenal at least sorg yg kira2 "baik" depan mata cikgu & cikgu caya ja semua ckp dia, & dia gunakan tuk jatuhkn & susahkan org lain... ak x la tuduh sapa2, cuma nk kita pikiaq skit la... tgk perspektif yg len.

tp tu la, samseng2 pun satu hal, kalo marah sgt pun bagi sebijik dua dah la. bg amaran. ni dak, pukui kaw2 punya xigt dunia, pukui ramai2 lak tu.. gila apa. tp ketua tingkatan tu pun keras gak la. kena mcm tu xtumbang2 lagi... respek... kalo tgk gaya cara pakai & berdiri budak tu nmpk skema la. skalu budak skema ni lembik, tp dia dakkkk........ ad skali tu yg budak kecik bj klabu tu bg flying knee dia sempat block balik guna lutut dia kot. hebat tu, reaction dia cepat & tepat. huhuhu...

yg samseng yg pkai spek tu, gmbaq2 dia yg tersebaq tu nmpak dah dia ni jenih cmna... xdak la samseng sgt pun. buat kemaih ja lebih... nmpak cam budak2 kpop or SWAG faggot yg mcm deje lg... poyo nak mampuih... da tgk da dia ngan awek dia cmna. ak rasa la budak2 tu xsamseng mana pun. buat kemaih ja lebih... tgk cara pn da taw. kalo yg btul2 samseng & ganas tu xwat lagu ni. depa pro kot, mmg xakan kantoi pnya. rekod2 xdak.. ad pun mmg simpan mati2. muka pun xtunjuk kt kamera. banding ngan budak2 tu, puih, br nak up la tu.. ak bukan nk kata kt sapa2 or skolah mana2, tp kalo skola yg kt pekan lagu tu la jadi pun budak2 dia.. agaknya dah rasa urban sgt kot. ya la, ak pun penah gak merasa skolah kt kwsan pekan. pengaruh kuat kot. tiap2 hari lpas hbs skola, mst xbalik truih pnya. kalo mcm msa ak dlu balik bas awam, kalo terlepas 1 kena tunggu sejam. dlm sejam tu bnyk tmpt nk lepak boleh p. dah ad dkt pekan. bnyk tmpt ada. suma dekat2. maw & xmaw ja... kadang2 saja bg terlepas bas sbb nk melencong. tp ak dlu xtruk sgt pun, p cc ja men DOTA, p mall tgk2 baju & kasut... xp la snuker ka, isap rokok ka, ngorat budak skolah len ka, men moto ka, pa ka...

haih ak pun xtaw nak kata pa. mybe la sbb bnyk sgt movie2 malaysia la ni psai gengster xhabih2. bnda tu ja ulang. gengster, rempit, mat keta drift, pompuan seksi, hantu, cintun......... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........... xberkembang langsung... buat la cerita yg lain dari yg lain.. cthnya psal sejarah ka, psal kehidupan budak aki ka(lol), cerita yg promote malaysia ni ka.... yg org malaysia ni pun satu, dok minat gak yg rempit, hantu, cintun, gengster, yg cerita yg baguih2 xdak pulak nk p tgk... haizz.... uih, merepek panjang lak. lari topik noh.. hahaha xpa la noh, sekali sekala, bukan slalu pun.. maklum la da lama xpost kt sini..

hmmm... bnyk da tulih ni... ak brenti dlu la no.... lepas ni dah nk g studio, nak siapkan site model x xsiap2 lg.. huk3


 btw ak suka komen mamat ni.. hik3....


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