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Assalammualaikum semua. amacam?
hehe lame aku update blog an?
hehe bz + malas.. bnyk kau nk cter ni tp ntah la.. trlalu bz & xdak mood nk tulis
okies utk kali ni aku nk cter 1 je. psal sorg kwn aku ni break up. aku sbnrnye xde la rapat sgt ngan die ni & aku pn xtau la cmne relationship diorg ni. yg awek die tu lg la aku xkenal pn, tp 1 department.
die break up, lpaih tu meroyan dia ni gila gak la.. aku xsure sgt la, sbb aku tgk ok je. besa la break up kan.
mst la sakit. tambah pompuan tu yg  mntak break dgn dia. haih. pompuan ni seng je nk pisah ngan laki cmtu je. personally aku xtau kes ape, xtau la salah sape & aku xtau la pompuan ni jenis cmne, & aku pun xtau la member aku ni pun sbnrnye jenis cmne. aku mmg xnak involve & blame sape2 dlm kes ni. bukan gak aku nk judge based on experience aku & cerita2 sekeliling aku yg xbnyk mana pun.. bukannya apa but, kenapa pompuan cepat sgt bosan ngan laki? memula nak lepastu xnak men blah gitu je??? yes laki pun banyak buat benda sama, in fact laki lg bnyk & lagi teruk sbnrnya, sbb ramai gak la org yg aku kenal cmtu, treat pompuan ni memain. cam mainan. dah puas/ boring/ get too attached or closed tgglkan cmtu je cari baru. aku plg benci golongan yg jenis mcm ni. aku harap korang yg perangai camni mampus kena langgar lori!!! bodoh! bangang!! sial!! lacao!! nakharoom!! anjing!! asshole! shit!! motherfucker!!
sori aku bnyk mencarut.. sblum ni aku mna nak mencarut kt blog ni, tapi aku dah marah sgt sampai xleh tahan dah.(bukan particularly marah kt ex kwn aku tu ye) but generally org yg meng - end - kan realtionship tanpa sebab yg munasabah. yes myb satu pihak tu teruk sgt perangai smpai trpksa break, but come on la org boleh berubah. tp kalau da mmg hardcore teruk & xreit2 nk berubah mmg deserve tgglkn pun.
oklah berbalik kt cter mmber aku ni org kte die meroyan truk. aku kesian kt dia sbnrnya. i feel you bro. aku prnah ditnggalkan ex aku. reason die, sbb die dah boring ngan aku. br setahun kapel.  tapi kenal lama dah sejak skola lg. aku taruh harapan kt dia lama dah. aku tunggu je dia. dia siap pernah friendzone aku. msa tu aku mmg da sedih gila tahap gaban dah. malu pun ada sbb da confess tp kena reject. rs cam shit je. then kwn2 aku semua kutakn smgt aku sruh truskan je msj2 ngan die, call die. then satu hari breakthrough aku confess skali lg, die terima aku. maka bermula la kehidupan aku brkapel. lama2 dia da jrg nk reply msj, bila call ssh nk jwb.. mcm2 alasan dia bg. last2 dia bgtaw yg dia dah boring ngan aku & nk stop realtionship. sedih. devastated. aku rs cam sampah doe. rs hina gila. aku tunggu dia dekat 4 tahun. da dpt, lepas setahun, die tinggalkan aku cmtu je. mmg long distance realtionship ni mmg susah. da la pernah kena friendzone plak tu. then aku come out with this saying :

"getting out of friendzone is merely winning a simple battle. the long war starts only then"

aku tau bnyk gak salah & silap aku. aku mmg sedar tu semua aku nk berubah tp die xbg pun aku second chance. nk buat cmna. sedih. aku ngaku salah aku semua tu. tp dia dah xnak. aku rs sedih sgt2. dia pun bukannya perfect sgt pun but aku boleh terima dia seadanya, aku xkisah sgt pun semua tu.
eh termelalut plak.  aku nk cter psal mmbe aku ni. lol
ok aku kesian sgt kt mmber aku ni sbb diorg ni satu studio kot. so boleh kata almost everyday jumpa. mana taknye. kalo aku ni long distance at least xyah la ngadap muka ex aku tu. kampus pun lain2. so chances are that aku ssh la nk jmpa dia, melainkan kalo ada perjumpaan ngan kwn2 lama sbb dia classmate skola aku dlu. & aku ni bernasib baik la dia jrg gila men fb. so xde la aku nmpk story die selalu naik, abb aku ni mmg kaki fb yg sgt tegar. eh, cter psal aku lg, aku nk cter sal mmbe aku ni.
so aku dgr mmbe aku ni a block fb, tweeter & insta ex die. hmm.... kesian do ngan die.
lpas tu ade plak kwn2 aku ckp die ni lebih2 sbb break up & nak compare ngan aku ckp aku ni rilek je.
sbnrnye diorg xtau ape yg jd kt aku time ak break tu. diorg xtau pun perasaan aku. aku jenis xletak semua kt fb. cma ada kadang2 kt blog. lain suma kau senyap. xde sape tau. sal bab2 ni aku ssh nk cer kt org semua sbb aku pernah dibetray. hbis semua rahsia aku kena jaja. siot je. lgpn kalo aku ni sbb aku dlm realtionship biase2 je. dgrnye mmbe aku ni mmg bg 100% dlm realtionship dia. smpai ckp kdg2 sggp xblik tmn awek die time tu. mmg la kesian. bg 100% cmni pulangan die.. mmg kesian la..
at least aku ni xde la spent everything sampai cmtu skali. aku sbnrnye xde la kenal sgt ngan mmbe aku yg break up ni smpai aku nk kesian sedih bagai kt dia. ni cma luaran je. xtau la kot dia sndiri punca break up tu kan? ntah aku xtahu.


p/s: korg perasan x tajuk entry ni xde langsung kaitan ngan isi die? hahahahaha saja je letak tajuk ni.

production week

assalammualaikum semua. yo.
so nothing much. its just a regular busy days for final weeks as architecture student. so ape yg aku nk update kt sni xde la mende pun. ok ni aku nk bg preview sket kt korg keje aku.
ni design hotel. final project. final year. final design. berat.

as usual im struggling to finish up my drawings & presentations. what i am is like a furniture. stays put at one point all day, everyday. yeah. that sound so architecture student.

As mention b4, ak bwk pc ke studio. Da 2weeks. But looking at the progress tg slow, need to bring it back.
but maybe nnt la kot. mcm la ni aku rs still boleh lg wat wlpn sbnrnye nk sgt blik umah. lgpn sbb subsmission tgguh so terpksa stay kt studio supaya en tajul nmpak aku kt s2dio. sbb lecturer punya perception is sape dok kt studio dia buat kerja.. lol.
ok la.. xde mood nk ckp pepanjang.. btw ni sneek peek design aku..

yeop~

Assalammualaikum.. yoo.. lame tul aku xupdate kan? bese lah.. bz gila la time nk dekat final submission ni. tambah2 lak aku skg ni pc letak kt s2dio so xleh on9 kt umah, dan mse kt s2dio kene fully utilised masa utk wat design. ni pun aku curik2 masa utk update blog ni sbb dah lama sgt tggl..
xde ape pun yg ak nk tulis sbnrnya. just nak update ni je.. oklah chow. nnt ada msa lg aku tulis lg.

ANTARA Convocation 2

yeah this is the highlighted part of the convo

 rumah sempit padat ngan kawan2 yg dtg melawat.

g mkn di umah eraz. ada jamuan

time ni heaven giler mkn.. eskrem bnyk gilo.. kek secrete receipe. mcm besa, choc indulgence.

 lepas amek jubah & rehearsal sesi photoshoot di pekan lama tronoh

Convocation day!!!

utk video umar, shit ko buat aku nangis cam budak. sepanjang jln dr dewan ke  annex aku nangis cam shit jer.. damndamndamndamn...


ape pun tahniah ANTARA

aku akn menyusul

rindu korg semua.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7iMkU8UUS8 - video convo oleh nik umar the changgak

antara convo

 haha ada post yg aku lupa nk publish. ni hari jumaat hrtu.. lol



hari ni bnyk keja nk setelkan. keja design. mostly keja group. ada gak individual. suma nk compile. so nk kena print smula yg dah buat. yg belum buat nk kena buat, yg dah buat tu kna repair & reprint.
bz btul nk buat suma bnda tu. lpas jumaat br nak buat. bese ler mana la ada rasa nak buat keja hari khmis lepas design. so mlm to tido & rehat je la. hari jumaat pagi tu rilek lg. lpas solat tu baru la nak kalut2 buat. tp pun sbb bnyk sgt nk setelkan hari ni. gila la. tambah2 ramai yg dok fikirkan rilek tu so diorg end up xbuat pun. certain2 yg rajin & semangat ni la yg pulun...
 time2 ni gak la pun nk bnyk keja. so dari td aku dok kuar masuk studio g print la, siapkan softcopy, g tgkp gambar, cari blik bahan2. mcm2. time ni la pun, time nk convo, time member2 batch dtg balik.
kawan2 aku ramai da stat dtg.. rindu gila ngan diorg ni.. lama xjumpa. ada la dlm 2-3 bln. yeah.
so yg dtg mlm ni ada syuk, jton, N, apisan, & goro. diorg tdo umah aku.
lpas tu ada lg mcm Q, chan, aru, megat, angguk. yeah padat ngah umah ni. best.. heh!

ok utk ni saje.. akan ade lg post2 sal convo ni akan datang. tunggu.. =>

masa midsem dan selepas itu

assalammualaikum everybody. todays post will be about thing s that i do during the midsemester break. kan aku ckp yg bnyk bnda nk kena buat kan. so here it is

ni kt umah... ak blik hr jumaat sblum solat. solat jumaat kt bandar perda. beli dumbell.
ni da sampai umah. pasang pc aku. rilek. best

workout di rumah

makan best di rumah

hari isnin pagi sblum balik kampg aku cuci pc. xpnah cuci sejak bli dulu lg. da la 1 kipas da rosak.

balik kmpg tunggu lemang. kacau rendang bg masak.

ni mase raye.

ni mkn kt kmpg. lepak lg. mmg best r dok sayong ni. mkn & lepak yg nikmat

hari selasa raya hari rabu ptg da blik ke SI. sorang housemate ni xblik raya. dok ganu sbb xsmpt bli tiket. lgpn dia ada competition.
sbb ada ahli br yg nak msuk umah ni so brg2 kt bilik blakang diclearkan. ltak kt depan
hari khmis tu full kemas la dgn cuci toilet skali.

aku pun ada msuk competition gak, lafarge. so ktorg buat sikit2. pkai design fawwas. tp yg tu lom start lg. nk kena later design sbb nk ikut brief. bnyk la kena ubah, mcm semua gak la... yg tu baru preliminary. issue pun xkupas lg...

lpas tu sbb group fawwas msuk competition by UIA, lpas tu xckup tangan die mntk tlg kt aku. so next week lepas cuti tu aku tlg la die. aku tlg renderkan & tambah2 sikit2 3d. & mostly aku tolong buat ayat utk presentation board. dan kalo shortlisted, diorg suh aku present.

contribution aku xbnyk sgt la dlm group ni. aku just tlg render & buat ayat je. design dah ada orang lain punya, compose org lain buat...


so that is all...

long long way

as a child i grew up, some ppl say that i have over imagination. some labelled me a weirdo, a freak, or whatever.. im a quiet person and express my imagination in form of sketches and i doodle all the time. i had interest in nature & technology. draws that stuff. i draw & doodling in class and at some point it effected my study. as i grow up, i have less time to draw, as i had to study more. now i looked back, my drawing skills stop improving since i was 11. but i continue to doodle, just not properly draw. and my colouring sucks too. then in 2009 i was enrolled in school of architecture. i share my childhood experiences with most of the people here. so we have some common things. so, looking left and right i see people who is similar to me, as in interest and passion. here my drawing skills starts to improve as time goes and still improving. it was a long way since my childhood. those imagination since childhood somehow helped me to survive in this course. it all makes sense now. and i am glad that i my childhood was like that because it brings me here. Alhamdulillah.

krisis identiti & personaliti

salam & hello
mlm ni ngah wat design. tp ngantuk la plak. idea pn xde lg. so break la jap. mane la tau lpas tulis ni jd segar & idea mencurah2 ke...
anway, entry kali ni im just going to talk bout my problem. mcm tajuk tu lah. krisis identiti.
As you all know me, aku bukanlah yg jenis peramah. im introvert. socially awkward. pemalu. kekok apabila berdepan dgn orang yg xdikenali. well actually, im shy at first, but once im comfortable with somebody i do some serious random shits out of nowhere. haha
well the problem im facing is that, its hard for me to get new friends. sbb aku jrg interact dgn org yg xbrpa nak kenal, so kurg la rakan. nk kwn boleh je, but nk rapat ngan org lain tu.
N utk jenis aku, aku ni mmg dari dulu lg bukan jenis clan atau geng. aku mmg boleh masuk mana2 pun dgn sape2 pun la slalunya(merujuk kwn2 yg dah rapat mcm kwn 1 batch kt skolah & kt U). so kalo ak nk lepak tu mmg xpelik la aku leh msuk ngan ramai gak la orang. 1 lg aku ni mmg ssh sgt nk dpt kwn rapat. sjak dlu lg boleh kira je brpa ramai org yg btul2 best friend aku. mmg x ramai. dlm 3 org je. tu pun yg msih in contact, drop to 1.

thats a part. another part is that im a REALLY REALLY shy around girls. sejak kecik lg. so thats why aku jrg sgt interact dgn dak pompuan yg xdak kaitan sgt. bukan sombong, bukan kolot, but im extremely shy. myb sbb tu la aku xde gf kot. lol. ada dlu tu pun sbb mmg bestfren dr sjak skola lg. hehe aku ni pun 1 lg xske ngan gosip tu yg pyh nk rapat sgt ngan pompuan nnt ada trsebar gosip liar yg kta xnak. huhu..

i think i need to improve myself. on this particular matter. well its hard to change yourself that you have known and develop forever. its like my nature. but do i really need to change it? Should i just be myself? bagus ke berubah tu?
my friend once said that "Just be yourself meant in personality, not attitude." i think what he meant is that just take the good characteristic but change the bad ones. yang baik kekalkan, yg kurg baik, improve. for my case, i think i should improve myself, so i could get better PR and will aid me somehow in the future. who knows that i might find my job or even true love unexpectedly along the way, right? for example met the person at toilet in R&R or jus happened to be in the same bus or bumped at the university cafe, etc.. haha mcm drama lak en? tp tu xmustahil.
aku perlu ubah diri aku kepd yg lebih baik. cthnya past relationship did not work mainly its my fault. so utk takmau benda sama berulang i need to change. tabiat yg negatif je la. personaliti yg xbawak mudarat tu xyah la. bukan menjadi org lain but sekadar improving. mcm windows la 95-98-me-xp-vista-7-8. ios 1-3-4-5-6-7. mcm tu la. yg bgus kekalkan yg xbgus tu tgglkan improve. like from haziq to haziq 2.0 or superkamyam. hehehehe... gitu la mksudnye.

mybe gak sbb jenis org yg btol2 leh msuk ngan aku ni agak lain & special. i always dream of what would it be like to have a really close bunch of friends that really share the same passion, interest, way of talking/speaking, enthusiast and energy just like myself. it would be fun as hell. that what i imagined. dpt jumpa org yg btul2 sekepala dgn kita dr semua segi, minat genre muzik yg sama, suka kpd general info, technological facts, main jenis game yg sama, suka tgk cter yg sama etc. kalaulah leh jumpa org yg cmtu. if such people do exist i want to be with them. but then again, my teacher said to me, its hard for you to find people like you, and you cant change the people around you, nor give excuses and blames the environment. its you who have to change and adapt according to the environment. and so, aku try utk adapt dgn enviroment sekeliling. a little bit. xsemua, sbb aku tetap aku. mane leh diubah ubah.
ape pun aku rs aku kena ubah apa yg kurgnya dari segi pembinaan karekter. cthnya my self confidence yg a bit low when it comes to informal interacting with people. kalo nk g present or ckp kt depan aku xde mslah sgt bab tu. pelik kan? terbalik dgn orang lain. most of us have stage fright, agak takut/kekok nk brckp kt depan, tapi mudah bila nk interact informally dgn org lain.



well thats for todays blabbering. nk smbung wat design. or sleep. hope u enjoy urself with this post. lolz =P

updates peeps

Assalammualaikum..
allopz!
sori la lame xupdate. xde masa. cuti midsem smggu tp blik umah kejap je. hari jumaat blik, hr isnin da blik kmpg nk smbut rya haji. lpas tu rabu da blik SI.
kemas umah yg semak sbb lg 2 org nk msuk. clearkan bilik blakang tu.
lpas tu bncg sal competition. aku msuk design competition lanjuran lafarge.
grouping 4 org, aku zul, fawwas & dalya. kena wat housing, pkai design fawwas.
aku initiate ubah design sket2 utk ikut brief sbb fawwas bz ngan competition lain.
skg ni ngah wat design lak. sok nk kena present.
aku cter sikit2 je.. detail2 kemudian bila aku ada masa ye
till then. chowz~

kemahiran hidup: pita

 hai peepz. its been a while since i posted something useful or worth to read kan? kinda bz.
ok for this entry im going to post about tapes. ye, pita. pita2 pelekat yg komersial yg kita selalu pakai. ramai antara kita xtahu nama2 pita ni.
so im going to tell you all just that.


here he have several tapes. sellotape family, masking tape, the popular all time favourite duct tape, wiring tape, artistic paper tape and the less known ptfe tape.


for sellotapes they have a few types which is

regular celotape
this is the regular celotape. pepople just call it celotape. good for almost anything and any surface.

clear tape
same thing as sellotape except that it is much clearer like plastic or glass. however this tape's adhesive is a little weaker than regular celotape. thats the down side. the bright side is when you stick something, let say a compsition made from butter paper and tracing paper and you wanted to photocopy it, it minimises the visibility of the tape to the product.

packaging tape
same thing as sellotape but much stronger. used to sealed box and pacakaging. once in contact with the box surface, it cannot be pulled. it will rip of the surface.

masking tape - ada org ckp ni tape kertas
this little guy is often used in art or working purposes. unlike the celotape, once applied on paper, it can be peeled off  in gentle manner. the best thing that you dont need knife or scissor to cut it. just rip it. art student used it to stick their drawing on the drawing boards, table, presentation boards, or stick bill or notices on the wall. for archy students, masking tape is widely used in almost every aspect, such as repairing broken spectacles, fix chairs, covering ripped jeans, fixing flip flops, joining to pencil/or pen or eraser to each other and so much more. almost everything. haha. archy student can relate.

duct tape
well for this popular guy almost everybody knows it. i dont think i need to elaborate more on this. as they say if it cannot be fixed by duct tape, its is either unfixable or did not use adequate duct tape

wiring tape
this tape is one convenient material. as it names it's use is to wrapped, hold together and protect wiring connection. the beauty of this tape is that it is flexbile. it can flex, stretch to the user preferances and according to the object profile. also can be rip without using sharp objects.

paper tape
this tape is for art purpose. usually used to make papier-mâché as a substitute for paper. just dip those in a water and place on the mould with adhesieve side on the mould and let it dry. easy. no need messy pva glue and messy hand. once dry it is hard and take the shape of the mould just like standard papier-mâché. cool huh?

ptfe tape
its a tape for piping. used it on joints to avoid leakage. its not that adhesive but its waterproof. like wiring tape, can be flex and stretched, can be rip easily.

you there you have it!

trip penang

ari ahad baru2 ni baru blik dr case study trip ke penang. buat case study hotel. trip sendiri2 bukan official. yg official coming thursday. so drive sndri & byr sndri. ktorg kena cari hotel bukan calang2 pnya. hotel yg ktorg dok ni nama dia copthorne orchid hotel kt tanjung bungah

hari balik, esok nk kene present. ni ngah wat la ni. sambil2. keja group. so alang2 da sampai penang, ahli2 group aku pun sume nak makan so aku pun kepala otak pun nak makan gak la. habis la diet aku 5 hari hrtu. tp xpe. rilek. kte boleh bakar balik lepas tu.

ktorg smpai da lewat so lewat la buat keja. masa buat keja susah r. memula tggu HR. dia la yg bnyk tunjuk2. tu pun xlama kejap je. bnyk halangan buat keja ni. pegawai teknikal xde la ape la, bnyk ruang xleh msuk la... so dpt la basic je. sikit2 je leh la.

security asyik asyik halang nak buat keje je.

mlm ktorg kuar mkn. hua3.

 siput sedut belitong. Hasyir aim natang ni la dr awal lg....

 sotong kangkung

sebahagian ahli studio O.D.S yg hotel kt penang gak.

so balik tu smbung lg kerja2 yg tergantung. mcm biasa msih lg dihalang oleh pihak security. siap ckp nk report ke management sruh hntr surat komplen k UiTM lg. adoi....

ktorg dok 1 mlm je. tp yg hr kedua tu stay smpai ptg buat keja. round2 sekeliling tmpt. naik every floor. tgkp gmabr & try ukur apa2 yg ptut.

lpas tu ktorg round ke bt feringghi jap. jap je. mkn je. lpas tu trus g PISA.

 facade design die mcm membe aku punya stail design. yg ada mcm pattern & dynamic sket tu. mmg trademark membe aku tu, syukran. sjak dr sem 4 lg die pkai. & last sem, semester 8, convention centre dia nmpak agak sebijik mcm ni la....

balik ktorg naik feri.

mlm tu ktorg lepak umah aku tp seblum tu otw ke Kepala Batas singgah mnum petang kt Maklom. cendol dia mak oii.. punya la lemakk!!! sial la.... aku pun xtau kdai ni. murah plak tu mknn dia. ada bnyk mknn. cucur udang, apam balik, pulut udang, karipap, bihun sup, u name it man. semua jenis mknn petang dia ada. heaven lah. nnt aku nk g lah. tp rsnya aku dah lupa jalan dia.. aduiiii~ xpelah nnt carik balik lah...

utk mkn mlm tu mak aku masak. weeeee....

mlm tu diorg tgk game arsenal. ak tdo. penat tol. lol
esok pagi mak aku masak nasi lemakkk... uyeeeahh

heheheee... best dpt bwk kengkawan dtg umah, tmbah2 yg jauh tu.
seblum ni first time yg dtg umah aku qayyum, N & mizi.
ok peeps. bnyk kerja nak buat ni. chow~



p/s:baru gua tawu yg pntgnye kena tau & hafal jalan. kalo xde acu, mungkin talian persahabatan akan putus.